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June 4

2009-06-04T21:54:00.002+10:00

Today is the 4th of June, the twentieth anniversary of the Tiananmen Square incident.

We never thought of leaving Hong Kong until that day, and how different life would've been...

MagNae

2009-06-03T22:08:00.001+10:00

Ching loves little boys...

Okay no but seriously I seem to have a thing for the Magnae all the time

TaeMin, SHINee magnae

ChangMin, DBSK magnae

HanByul, A'ST1 magnae

MinJi, 2NE1 magnae (she's a girl but she's still magnae -__-...I hate SoHee though)

And who could forget my husband KyuHyun-ssi...

I'm sure if I knew who FT Island magnae was (min something the drummer?) I'd love him too..

I'M PAEDO YOOYOOO

Why I > You

2009-05-04T19:43:00.001+10:00

The reason why I am awesome:

That's right. I have Kkot Boda Namja socks. Eat that.

JOYCE =D

2009-05-01T16:59:00.006+10:00

I'm really surprised no one mentioned my latest blog to me. Usually I get a flood of opposition. Let's keep it that way, eh?

More importantly, it's JOYCE-SSI's birthday!!! Yay!!!

16!

Good things: You can drive and err...fill up gas...that's about it.

Bad things: You can smoke and do other naughty things but please don't okay =D??

Okay I started this like half an hour ago but then I got distracted by Battle Royale and now I'm half freaking out half thinking I'm really cool and daydreaming in my fantasy world of Battle Royale where I get by and win by betraying the trust of my closest friends 'cause I'm hardcore like that. But really I probably would've just thrown myself off a cliff.

Anyways I'll continue this when I'm feeling less morbid/paranoid.

OKAY~! *Is feeling less morbid/paranoid*

Joyce~!!! My cute dongsaeng. My other half, the good twin? Yeah, the good twin. While on the outside people think we look the same we have totally different personality types, even if we like the same things and always say the same things at the same time...

Wow...we really are like the good and evil twins. I maintain that I, however, am the evil one. 'Cause I roll like that.

There aren't really words I can use to sufficiently describe Joyce. Kind of like how there aren't really words to describe KyuHyun. Why do things I say always end up in KyuHyun???

Anyways...it's her birthday~~~

Too bad I couldn't see her today...

Because she doesn't go to the same school as me *sad face*

But that's okay...

I'd probably get sick of her.

(:

Joyce is awesome. That pretty much sums it up. I don't have to rant and rave about how good a singer/dancer/actor/Korean she is. I save that for people I don't really know but appreciate anyway...but Joyce is special in the non-retarded sense...or...both.

PICS!

In attempted chronological order. Didn't we get prettier? Thanks!

Yeah yeah yeah

2009-04-27T20:24:00.004+10:00

Yeah, okay, I know half my blogs (okay, more than half) are spazzing out over good looking Koreans or whatever, but I do have my moments of seriousness and coherency...well, I try.

People have always bombarded me for being with the "unpopular politics"; right wing politics. It wasn't always "unpopular", people. Howard Government, hello? It's only recently that Rudd was in, right? Despite that, yes, I recognise that my viewpoint is slowly being outnumbered by the left (probably because of our extremely biased education system).

But what shocks me the most is the utter ignorance people manage to muster up in an attempt to stir up a political argument with me. While I take the moral conservatism side of the Liberals and have only a little understanding of economic conservatism, that's already apparently FAR MORE than what anyone can say against me. Most people I talk to don't even know what left and right is. Just for the record for you people out there, left Labor, right Liberal. Though in America, if you're a liberal person, you're on the left.

Anyway, examples of such ignorance? I had [LIBERAL] in my MSN nickname during the 2007 elections, and some kid said to me "Liberal? VOTE LABOUR (sic)." Facepalm. Guys, the Labor party of Australia is indeed spelt without a "U".

Now, if you'd like to hear more about my siding with "unpopular" politics, I'll go ahead.

I'm also sick of this happening:

Person: Isn't it great that there's finally a black president?
Me: I don't like how the elections became a race vote. Like, if you voted McCain, you're immediately branded as a racist. I don't like that.
*Awkward pause*
Me: Besides, he's not even really that black.
Person: AHA! YOU SAID IT WASN'T A RACE VOTE! WHY BRING IT UP IF IT'S NOT SUPPOSED TO BE A RACE VOTE?

Are you listening to yourselves?

Here's a little something for all of you guys to reconsider some of the things I say. Maybe a legitimate reason for my suspiscion and bitterness towards the left. Something that might shock the Christians?

Take a look.

This blatant ridiculing of the Holy bible is unacceptable. Quite frankly, I don't care if you believe in the bible or not, that's not the issue. But even those of you who don't believe should know that such words would not and should not be spoken by a Christian, even less so by someone in power.

The saddest thing is, I clicked on the link hoping he'd be joking. This is an example of misuse and manipulation of the words of God.

To be honest, I really don't feel like debating about this. I've already recognised my disadvantaged position in society as a Liberal. I don't care that affirmative action and all that bullcrap is an advantage to me.

I already know that people will start picking apart everything I've said and throw it out of context or find the mistakes. You know what? Do what you wish. I am entitled to my opinion as much as you are. However, unlike me, you will not be subject to constant ridiculing remarks in the classroom by teachers and fellow students. I'm not perfect, and this has been a reflection of my angry opinion.

While I'm on my angry rant, I've received my letter from the Liberal party! I hope to be made a branch member Young Liberal soon!

One of the campaigns lately is the "Make Education Fair" campaign. This is so perfect. While I've always felt I've been the only one subject to comments in poor taste regarding my political opinions, apparently not! Hooray! Other conservative students are finally standing up to the biased education system. This is great. I'm going to compile a list of quotes from teachers and callflutes that might be around the school. Maybe I should mention the fact that Julie Owens has been to our school so many times. Oh, what about that time she even spoke about the elections? "Your vote can change everything." Careful with her words, clever woman. Lucky for her she did not mention any political parties. Though it was pretty obvious to some of the more politically aware students exactly what was going on. Right or left, the classroom should be free of political bias.

This ONE teacher who used to teach at Girraween High School was the epitome of what a teacher should not be. Luckily, she was a substitute teacher. I have, however, recorded many of her words against the Howard Government in my books. One of the most amazing ones, probably, would have to have been "dickhead", referring to our then Prime Minister.

While I remain one of the majority in Girraween High School, my political stand which I remain in makes me a minority.

Once again, I speak out to the conservative students out there. Help remove ALL bias from the education system. Not once have I heard a teacher speak against the left. I'm the biggest offender of that, but it's usually out of jest. I've only ever heard words spoken against the right, over and over again. Students who only knew to hate Bush and Howard laughed, while I felt like the very foundations of my morals and beliefs were shaken. The education system needs to be free of bias from ALL sides. I don't want to hear ANY teacher side with the left or the right. I just want to learn, but apparently, that's too much to ask.

Soon, I hope to be an active member of the Liberal party. I will cop so much from fellow students and teachers. You know what? That doesn't matter, because it's all going to be recorded and sent to this campaign. Hooray! One little step closer to shaping a better education for my kids, 'cause I know it certainly isn't going to happen in my school lifetime! Great!

無間道

2009-04-27T13:48:00.002+10:00

Just finished watching the 無間道 trilogy (Infernal Affairs).

SO freaking good!!! Indulging in my Hong Kong awesome. My mind is so messed up and I had to keep wiki open to make sure I understood everything (Canto is my first language but it might as well be my second). Maybe I should use it for my Crime Fiction Extension submission? (That's what I've been telling my mum...)

I thought I was going crazy too, after all that morse-coding in 無間道, I was just searching up google:

Freaking messed up.

MODERN NOTES

2009-04-22T14:21:00.001+10:00

Modern notes have been shotgunned!

Will not be making copies as it's only your preliminary course and it doesn't really matter in the grand scheme of things.

However my GIGANTIC pile of HSC notes will not simply be given away (muahaha) I will be selling my notes and textbooks. Prices of textbooks will be fixed but the price of my notes will depend on how high my UAI is and how high my raw marks were for the subjects. Kekeke. I'm so evil.

MODERN NOTES

2009-04-20T18:29:00.003+10:00

Giving away my YEAR 11 modern notes! Yes, for free!!!

They're highly disorganised, essentially shoved into two plastic sleeves.

What? They're free? Did you want ME to give YOU money for my modern notes?!

Fine...I'll reorganise them into Civil Rights & Russia.

Seriously though, they're only Year 11 because I've dropped modern, and though the loose sheets are standard, my notes are pretty alright (I was ranked 8th in modern).

It covers Civil Rights, Russia and very briefly, China (but that's not examinable). My yearly exam paper is also in there, and they should be relatively ideal answers...sort of? Well at least you'll see what sort of answer will get you what kind of mark.

No, it is NOT the JFK and Germany syllabus, sorry.

Hit me up if you're interested!

//edit: 21.4.09

Also have CAUSES OF WWI part! Very important!

I've also sorted them into folders!

1. Modern History- Basics of Modern History, How to Write your HIP, Source Studying etc

2. Past Papers- My personal past papers, plus ideal sample answers

3. Civil Rights

4. Russia

5. Causes of WWI

AS WELL AS my book for the year.

These are GOOD notes, if I might say so myself, and since I've put the effort in them I'm considering not giving them away but selling them =\..

Zhou Mi Ge Happy Birthday!!!

2009-04-19T15:23:00.002+10:00

To my precious gege, to KyuHyun's China boyfriend (gigglesnort), happy 23rd birthday!

MiMi ge never gets enough credit...apart from being Kyu's China boyfriend (gigglesnortoncemore) and the China Yesung, he always just cops so much crap T^T

I didn't used to like Zhou Mi that much, but after seeing him live and working so so hard I can't help but to like him. He really takes care of his dongsaengs and works really hard on his Korean and stuff, but he never gets the love he deserves, because of ONLY13 and other crazy people...

I'm happy the cute Mochi Henry gets accepted, but what about Zhou Mi? I'm glad though his fanbase IS spreading, and he is getting at least a bit of love.

I'm actually going to write a message to him via some ELFs who are giving him gifts! Yay! Finally get some contact with someone. I know I won't get a reply but it doesn't matter as long as it gets to him. I hope gege knows he has fans like me always supporting him.

Zhou Mi Ge, don't be disheartened. Always work hard, and know that your members in China and Korea as well as ELFs all around will love you and will always be behind you. You've been through so much and I love that you're still standing strong! Jia You gege!!!

Kangta much o.O

Happy Birthday EunHyukkie

2009-04-04T11:44:00.002+11:00

Has it really been over a month since the HUGE flood of SMtown artist's February birthdays? [Hankyung, Siwon, YunHo, Jang Ri In, Changmin and KYUKYUKYU <3?]>

Then I think I had a brief little Whoo Hongki-ssi happy birthday session, but March...

Just rechecked blog. Realised why March seemed to go by quickly despite the total lack of celebrity birthdays to spazz over. Sorry Sorry came out, and REAL people's birthdays were rolling around and kicking me in the face and robbing me of my cash and love <3...

But now, I just realised it's EUNHYUK'S BIRTHDAY!!! 생일 축하 합니다~~ Man, oppa better feel important. I stopped halfway through a sentence during my History Extension studying to do this!!!

EunHyuk is really important to me. He's third on my SJ list, and that's pretty high considering there are 15 members. (YES, FIFTEEN, OKAY?!).

EunHyuk is like the BIGGEST dork ever, but it's so cute. He has his really cute antics and stuff, but even though I love EunHyuk's big heart and cuteness, the thing that stirkes me the most abuot Eunhyuk is how GOOD he is at dancing and rapping. I'm not much for rappers, but ohmygoodness with EunHyuk dances it's just...it's like he doesn't have any bones. Out of SJ top 4 dancers [Donghae-ssi, Hankyung-ssi, Shindong-ssi and EunHyuk-ssi], EunHyuk is definitely my favourite. Even though Hankyung can do like a million different types of dances, Shindong is an awesome choregrapher and Donghae is a really good freestyler I think EunHyuk is the best dancer.

Oppa always works really hard to be good at what he does, and he's the best at having a really open mind and pure heart.

EunHuyk-ssi work hard! Fighting!

Gotta get back to History Extension now!

April Already?

2009-04-01T21:00:00.002+11:00

It's April already? A quarter of the year is gone? 5 months 'til my HSC?

...

...

...

eesh.

Reflecting on last quarter of year...

What did I do?

Well...I went to BeiJing...Summercamp...

(:

February was...depressing...

But February was also KyuHyunnie's birthday? KyuHyun saranghaeyo...

Oh...

Speaking of Hyunnie...

I did my 2unit maths exam today. It was pretty good, though the first question kind of threw me off I'm pretty happy about myself, I think? I put a picture of KyuHyunnie in my pencilcase, just because I feel inspired by his awesome MATHLETE FTW powers...

I think I'll have his picture for my vocal exam too keke...

Maybe one of Tablo for my legal exam??? Keke...

I've been kind of stressed lately, but I keep praying and stuff, and I'm still doing my devotions and stuff, so I feel a little better...

Just a few more days, then it's my precious SunSaengNim's birthday party (belated because of stupid half yearlies), living at Joyce's after that, then SaeSoon camp!!! Whaaa...black day (promised to eat JJM with Sylvia ^^), Rochelle's wedding, After8...MIMI'S BIRTHDAY =D!!!

So much to look forward to, but so much to do in between now and then. Aish! Press on, fighting!

*Looks in April calendar*

April's only just started, and I've already filled out half my Month...

Ching fighting! Everyone fighting (:

Ching is a truant II

2009-03-22T21:29:00.002+11:00

I wrote my letter:

To whom it may concern,

Under the potential circumstance that I, Har-Ching Chiang, believe that I have been treated unfairly in regard to my absence on Wednesday 18th of March 2008, Period 5, I have prepared this letter as a formal means of my discontent with the situation. I take this situation as seriously as any person of authority would.

During period 5 of the aforementioned date, I was indeed out of class, and I will begin by apologizing for not informing my Ancient History teacher as to why I would be absent beforehand. However, the notion that my actions were “wrong” is, I believe, incorrect.

I was on my way to class, and I had no prior intentions of not attending class. Outside the gymnasium, I had stumbled upon one of my friends in a lower grade who will remain anonymous (unless I am obligated to identify the student). The student seemed extremely distraught, and I decided it was appropriate for me as an older student and as a prefect to speak to her. Reluctant to speak to a teacher or anyone of higher authority, I offered what little advice I had. The student was quite upset, but after I had spoken to her, the student appeared to have calmed down substantially. By this time, however, the bell had already rung for 6th period, and I thought it would be most appropriate to haste to class. Assuming that the student had been considerably pacified, I returned to period 6, ensuring to ask other students for bookwork for the period I had just missed.

On Thursday, Mrs. Sharp approached me regarding my absence. I had explained the situation, and she had enquired into the wellbeing of the student, to which I reassured her that the student was most probably fine. She asked for names of any teachers or students which may have witnessed this, which I did list, seeing as a number of teachers did witness the situation. On this day, I also explained my absence to my Wednesday Period 5 teacher, to which she approved.

On the following day, I was shocked to understand that I was to see the Deputy Principal. Stressing from the severity of the situation I was apparently in, I consulted my teacher, who explained that because I didn’t inform her beforehand, she believed I was truanting. This is, I believe, the wrong that I have committed.

I was quite shocked to see that my apparent truanting had caused more concern than the wellbeing of a student, and I had become quite distressed. I stand by my priorities, however, and continue to believe that a student in need has priority. While I know this is a crucial year, I did immediately ask fellow pupils for the work that they had completed in that lesson.

I take this situation extremely seriously, therefore, I went home and searched the policies our school and the government has in regards to attendance, procedural fairness and student welfare.

Unfortunately, one of the files I had intended on opening on the School website had failed. However, there was relevant information on the Board of Studies website.

The Education Act 1900 states:

A registered non-government school must:
· have in place policies and procedures to
o monitor the daily attendance/absence of students
o identify absences from school and/or class(es)
o follow up unexplained absences
o notify parent(s) and/or guardian(s) regarding poor school and/or class attendance
o transfer unsatisfactory attendance information to student files

While my absence in one class has been followed up very efficiently, I find it incredibly ironic that other truanting who frequently miss class (on a fortnightly basis on Thursday period 6, to be specific) have not been “followed up”, as the Education Act 1900 states, on. While I have a very clean record and was missing class for purposes I believe were above lessons, other students who miss class for recreational purposes or because they simply “can’t be bothered” would not be burdened with the severity of the situation I believe I am now under. I find this incredibly unfair to the point that I am offended. I ask why my absence has been identified, yet others have not.

It also states:

A registered non-government school must have in place policies and procedures in relation to:
· communication, with specific reference to formal and informal mechanisms available between stakeholders interested in a student's education and wellbeing.
Informal mechanisms, I interpret, may include the means that I have taken to ensure the student’s wellbeing.

While this letter was a last resort, and I had hoped not to use it, I believe that I have every right to be fairly treated, and have my opinion expressed. This also is stated in the act.

Procedural fairness is a basic right of all when dealing with authorities. Procedural fairness refers to what are sometimes described as the 'hearing rule' and the right to an 'unbiased decision'.
The 'hearing rule' includes the right of the person against whom an allegation has been made to:
· know the allegations related to a specific matter and any other information which will be taken into account in considering the matter
· know the process by which the matter will be considered
· respond to the allegations
· know how to seek a review of the decision made in response to the allegations.

In the even that I am indeed displeased with any possible negative consequences and possible punishment, I will indeed seek review.

I’d like to emphasise that I mean no offence, nor am I challenging anyone’s authority. I am simply standing for what I believe is right, and I also stand by the notion that my actions were, in the grand scheme of things, not wrong. I admit to not being in class, and I apologize. Whether this action was ultimately “wrong”, on the other hand, is up to one’s decision after reviewing this letter. I’d also like to mention that my parents are behind me on the issue, and are contactable.

Yours Sincerely,

Har-Ching Chiang

I truant, apparently.

2009-03-20T20:06:00.002+11:00

Goody-two-shoes Ching has been truanting, APPARENTLY.

So I was leaving lunch time and was on my way to fifth period on Wednesday...

I ran into a friend of mine from a lower grade who appeared to be quite distraught and probably needed a chat. Feeling that priorities in the grand scheme of things meant Ancient could probably wait, I decided to stay and speak to x.

After an approximately one hour chat, I'd observed that x had calmed down substantially and was less upset than before, so I proceeded to sixth period.

Then on Thursday, in true Girraween tradition where nothing else is done right except super ANAL attendance ploys to catch you ALL OUT, my roll call teacher and the attendance director asked me where I was Period 5 Wednesday. I told her that I was consoling someone, to which she seemed to be okay with. She then asked if there were witnesses, and I named a significant number of teachers who had seen me with her, and actually had not stopped me from speaking to her, nor did they question as to why I was not in class. Feeling that the issue was resolved, that I was indeed not truanting for recreational purposes, I returned to class...

Only to be told by my roll call teacher (who, given, was extremely kind and did have a point) that I was to see the deputy principal on Monday, because he was away. To which I mentally freaked out while maintaining composed on the outside, and continued to do assembly duty...

After which I had a mini freak out over my Prefect status, my clean record and my reputation. Feeling quite distressed, I sought out my Ancient teacher...

Who was really cool about it, and told me she wouldn't have put me down if she knew what I was doing, and told me next time to tell her beforehand, which I believed was reasonable. Though, given the circumstances on Wednesday, it was not quite as easy to simply walk away from an upset person.

She also told me to apologize, ask for forgiveness and never do it again, to which I thought was reasonable.

However, upon further consideration throughout the day, I thought that I would not apologize for something which I do not believe was wrong or harmful.

Am I really pretentious? I'm so big on pride that I can't even just say sorry sir, yes sir, I won't do it again sir, nice tie sir etc...

Yeah okay other students have called me a total suck up or a teacher's pet, but I'm not going to make something like apologizing for things that aren't exactly wrong. I don't want to be walked on for the rest of my life.

So the first thing I did when I went home was look up the definition of "truant", to see if there are any negative connotations to the word, and indeed there aren't. Therefore, the only thing that I will admit to is that I was indeed out of class, however, whether this was wrong is a different issue.

I then went onto the NSW Government website to find the related legislation and policies in terms of attendance, student welfare and procedural fairness, most of which I could use as in defending my actions.

I then informed my parents of the situation, who agreed that I should see the deputy, and if he was going to do anything to my student files, my prefect status or even a bloody detention that I would lay out a letter signed by both my parents and myself outlining the breaches in procedure and policies of student welfare and attendance, and take it up to the principal.

Though I highly doubt that I will need to (pull the letter, that is), a part of me is thinking, "Ching, just leave it; just apologize and look really sad."

Yeah, I can do that, but that's not my...hmm...style? I'm not sure how to say it. I'm just one of those people so driven on dignity that I cannot stand to see myself punished for trying to do something for someone else's welfare.

Will update on what happens, I really do hope that I won't have to pull out the letter. The deputy is really nice, and knows who I am and knows that I'm a GOOD student who DOES NOT FREAKING TRUANT!!!

Much love

2009-03-18T21:52:00.004+11:00

Am I emotionally unstable?

A little...maybe a lot?

The smallest things propel me into a world of cynicism and fear...

But mostly cynicism...

Or reckless indifference...

Which do you prefer?

I sound insane T^T...

I don't know why I feel like this sometimes.

Maybe I never really actually recovered.

Hehe...

Isn't it ironic?

Isn't it ironic how people have utter disregard and blindness for what may be going on in the backstage of your life? The little facade you have to put on because it's out of courtesy and tasteful privacy that you don't pour out what you're feeling to people, because you just want to keep it to yourself out of respect?

Then everyone just assumes you're cold or anti-social, without even considering the possibility that you're really in need of just a shoulder or something...anything? But then you don't really want THEIR concern because that would require a lengthy explanation as to why you're feeling this way and then there would be no privacy at all on your part.

Then there are those people who assume you LIKE being cold and indifferent, like it's something you choose to be like, because you're "just like that". No one should have to feel like it...

You know what? I wish I could cry and bleed rainbows too.

Though I'm sure I've thoroughly achieved it, I don't want people to think I'm feeling sorry for myself...

I just want people to understand why I'm acting the way I am sometimes, with the lack of concern and all that.

I'm sorry...I think. I never think I have to justify myself to anyone, but I'm sick of people thinking I'm some sort of ice queen.

In any case, I hope you're happy. Really.

Sorry, Sorry

2009-03-15T11:52:00.003+11:00

The 3rd Album 쏘리 쏘리 (SORRY, SORRY)

I am so happy about the boys. I'm really just so proud of them, and I absolutely LOVE the album. It makes every other song pale in comparison. I can imagine all the sweat, tears and hopefully not but blood which went into the making of this album. Super Junior, my many oppas, please continue working so very hard. I hope that this album will be a HUGE breakthrough for you guys! I love a lot of the songs. I hope that this will surpass even your highest hit songs, and you'll have far more than the singles you've had per album in the past.

See, usually I'd say Super Junior gets about 2 chart songs per album, and only about 2 go up to be MVs?

Guess what I just found out?

Super Junior's 3jib Sorry, Sorry, despite only having been released for 3 days, has already reached 180,000 sales!!! That's more than the TOTAL of how many Don't Don albums have already been released, and Don't Don has been out for one and a half years! This is an EPIC album.

It's been highly anticipated, and since its release, I've been listening to it for the last 3 days non stop. I was just trying to get a bit of a feel for the music, and listening out for my Kyuhyun's voice and stuff like that...

Speaking of Kyuhyun and KRY, KRY DOMINATES this album. There is one song which (I believe) is ENTIRELY KRY alone, and another which I THINK once again is KRY and Sungmin (Kyumin Yehwook much? They're practically ASKING for it *keke*). Then comes Siwon and Donghae, who are also relatively prominent. But this makes me think err okay what about the other members? Well I think since fans are always pushing for KRY to release an album of their own (crosses fingers), SM figured maybe KRY should have a really prominent part in this album.

Now! Onto a song-by-song summary of the album.
I swear this album has way more awesome songs than past albums. One of my favourite albums, SHINee world, has so many songs I just LOVE. Sorry (whoops xD), but I think SJ wins this time:

1. Sorry, Sorry:
Title song. Absolutely amazing. First MV to be released, and when I watched the MV I was like covulsing in my chair out of pure excitement. Who knew that GUYS COULD MAKE THE MASH POTATO LOOK HOT?!!!! Apart from this, there is also a kind of...mirotic-esque dance move (but 3jib is better), and it's just such a great dance. It really just...owned all the pelvic thrusts in the past, which were, given, extremely hot, but this time it was just like THIS IS SO EPIC MY EYES CAN BARELY TAKE IT!!!

Amazing song, pretty much dominated by Ryeowook because his voice really suits the electric feel of the piece, then Kyuhyun and Yesung who OWN the bridge, and Siwon who starts the song (and always seems to in every other song?), quite a bit of Sungmin because his voice has that timbre to it, and just a bit of Donghae...and virtually everyone else is like...singing together in the chorus. Makes me kind of sad.

You know what else makes me sad? the fact that we can see Kibum TWICE in the MV. Literally TWO TIMES (from what I've been able to observe). Kibum...I'm scared he's going to make SJ disband from his lack of appearances T^T. Was he even there at comeback?!!!! Kibum-ssi please love your hyungs and dongsaengs more T^T...

2. 니가 좋은 이유 (Why I like you):
The second most promoted song, with a soft pumping beat.
I have to say that this song needs a bit of...well you need to listen to it for it to grow on you. But once it has, I reckon it'd be a popular one. To be honest, I'm surprised they're promoting this one more than Reset (which I thought would be a potential top hit) but I do quite like this song.

Hope and MV comes out...

3. 마주치지 말자 (Let's not...)
The KRY ballad. I'm a sucker for low section strings. This is one of those songs where you're just nonchalantly listening to music, then you're like "WHOA *checks screen* what is this song?"

Kyuhyun often starts KRY songs and other such ballads (actually...he starts a good deal of this album...), and I just love his vocal rolls. This is a pretty sad song melodically in the verses, and if I really wanted to get technical, the chorus has a mix of minor/major transitions, but overall it's one of those "stare out the bus window and feel sorry for self" songs. Which I love xD.

I don't know if they'll MV this, but I really want them to. KRY has only ONE MV. They deserve so much more T^T

4. 앤젤라 (Angela)
When I was listening to the album I was like oh this is kind of a cute song...

Then I looked at the screen and thought "...who the HELL is Angela?"...

I don't really like that name, to be completely honest and upfront. I won't even bother saying no offence, but I will say that no intention to like hurt someone. What? You don't like the name Ursula or whatever why can't I not like this name?

Anyway, despite the fact this song (to me) is poorly named, it's a cute song. But I always skip it.

5. Reset
Kind of reminds me of Wrong Number. I don't know what I'm drawing so many similarities between this album and Mirotic, but there just seems to be a transition in styles that made them more manly and less...flower-boyish...which is funny because the average age of DBSK is a lot younger.

SOOOO catchy! It'll have you saying "Press the reset~~~ Press Press the reset~~~" all day. I absolutely love this song. Also, Eunhyuk has a rap part in it! Shindong too I believe? I'm pretty good with listening out for voices, but rap makes it a little harder, ironically.

Anyway, the vocal rolls done by Wookie and Kyuhyun are just amazing. It's a pretty difficult roll, and I can only do it sometimes if I really put my mind to it and fully relax my throat. But it's a piece of cake for Kyuhyun, and it sounds SO HOT, even in falsetto T^T~~..

Highly anticipating an MV.

6. Monster
Good song; another one of those "check the screens to see what you're listening to 'cause it caught your attention" songs.

To be honest, I don't like the verse, but once it hits the chorus it's really a great song. Probably will not be good enough to MV, but it's a really good song to listen to none the less. A jogging song, maybe~?

It'll have you singing "JUST LIKE THAT =D" all the time.

7. What if
This song I think is KRY and Sungmin (KRYS?). It's a really sweet sounding kind of ballad. Kyuhyun's voice is so smooth, I love it.

The chorus is really sweet, and I love the easy drum beat that goes with this song. The harmonies are really tight, and Sungmin's voice is soooo cute. He can't do the rolls and stuff KRY can, but he sounds amazing none the less.

Probably not MV-able, but I still love it.

8. 이별... 넌 쉽니 (Heartquake)(feat. TVXQ U-Know & Micky)
A nice song; featuring YooChun and YunHo!!! Yay!!!

To be honest, I don't like these two as much as any of the other members, but they complete DBSK none the less. I used to like U-Know until I found out he slept with Bae SeulGi *grr*...and I just never really liked Micky.

I love the chorus, and it's quite a catchy song. I think 'cause Kyu and Wookie got a spot on MIROTIC, it's only fair some DBSK members should be on Sorry, Sorry right?

To be honest (again), I don't like U-Know's rapping voice. I think it's WAY too nasal, and kind of lame. (OMG Cassiopoeia is going to kill me). On the other hand, I think Micky's rap was really hot, and he did a good deal of it in really good English (well...he IS American...)

The line that gets stuck in your head here is just "AH-AH-AH-AH". But it's so catchy!

9. Club No.1 (featuring Yeonhee Lee)
Is pretty good.

It's one of those...jogging songs...or just upbeat and like...I'm not quite sure how to describe it. I guess dance would be an okay word, but it's not quite...dance per se, but you FEEL like dancing? I FEEL LIKE DANCING! DANCING~! Oh my goodness I am so supposed to be doing core homework right now...

Lee YeonHee? Who is she?

Well, for those who are SORT of familiar with anything SJ or SM, she's the girl in Jang Ri In's MVs, Timeless, I will and that other one.

She's quite pretty, but I don't like her voice in it...she's not a singer though. She doesn't really sing much in it, but what is left of her parts which is kind of singing has been HEAVILY electrically modified. It's kind of cute I guess, but I have this thing about Super Junior and girls (coughSNSDcough)...

10. Happy Together
Cute song. What I would call a make-up song (When I'm putting makeup on, doing my hair, changing clothes, I put happy music on. You know in music how when people are getting makeovers and stuff a certain type of upbeat happy music is played? Yeah like that.), it's quite nice.

Nothing TOO amazing, and probably not MV material, but a great song none the less.

11. 죽어있는 것 (Dead at heart)
This is a pretty nice song, but once again, nothing too WHOA OMGSH THIS SONG IS WHOAAA.

I like it because Kyuhyun's high notes in this are really sexy, and Yesung's part is really nice.

The ending is REALLY awkward and throws me off...

12. Shining Star
Another "makeup" song. It's a nice ending song for the album, and it's just one of those really super happy songs. Driving song?

Just a sweet little finisher of a simply AMAZING album.

Super Junior will be so amazing this year, with packed out schedules and a potential Season 2 of EHB? (crosses fingers). I just hope they won't be too busy to film it!!!

I hope Henry and ZhouMi will have some activities with them this year too, I feel kind of sad that they didn't have any part in the album (I think), but...I reckon they'll hold up fine. Just...working hard and stuff..

I'm so proud of Super Junior!

Watching them sing LIVE this time on their comeback on music bank and MBC I think, was just a really amazing thing for me, because they managed to pack such amazing vocals into an incredibly intense and difficult choregraphy.

SUJU will just be like ELF, everlasting friends...

I know we worry about some of the younger member's military service and stuff, but I know that SJ will stand strong!

Super Junior fighting!!!

Tears

2009-03-14T00:18:00.002+11:00

No joke...

I'm crying right now, tears are streaming from my face...
I'm a pretty strong girl, and having my hands on all the tracks from the album made me extremely happy but what really made me cry today...

Live comeback show...

They ALL sang live, despite an INCREIDBLY intense choreography (SORRY SORRY MV IS OUT TOO, BY THE WAY). Barely anyone went off key..

Sungminnie oppa, your vocals have improved INCREDIBLY!!!
Shindong, it's great to see your great new figure! Well done!
Hyukkie, didn't hear much from you, but your dance was amazing!
Donghae, I love your voice, it's improved so much!
Kyuhyun, My eternal favourite, most loved Kyuhyun. I love to see you having SO much screentime on the MV, you lucky boy xD~~ I love it. I love how hard you're working on your dance, and I loved the last vocal roll you did on the Musicbank comeback show!

SJ has been through so much, the car accident mainly...to name one very unfortunate event...

But I'm just so glad to see that Super Junior is doing SO incredibly well, and just getting more and more talented. I'm so happy for you guys, that I cried like an idiot T^T...

More about it tomorrow, it's quite late now, and I'm too happy/teary to continue typing T^T~~...

Sorry, Sorry RELEASED!!!

2009-03-12T23:05:00.003+11:00

First and foremost, Happy Birthday Uppy, you sexy thang xD

It's bloody late, I've been up doing a load of assignments and finishing my STUPID STUPID STUPID HISTORY EXTENSION ESSAY~~~~...

but I finally got around to it...

and I have with me every single track from Sorry, Sorry. FINALLY!!!

Yes, I have downloaded them, however, I stand by my word, and I will definitely have a copy of my own, not pirated, to support SUJU!!!

I'm utterly in love with the album. It's going to take me some time to really listen to it, and you really do need to sit down in a relaxing situation and concentrate on what you're hearing to truly appreciate and album.

BLUDGE DAY!!! Muahahahaha.

Truly, this is an amazing album. KRY has a HUGE role in it, especially my Kyuhyunnie (finally, a lot of recognition for my baby xD)...

I'll blog more about it tomorrow, it's way past my bed time, (keke) and I gotta just sleep and appreciate this album as it sinks into my subconscious as I sleep...

Nite!!!

I Digress

2009-03-10T21:16:00.009+11:00

Digressing from my past spazzes...

I FOUND MY BABY PHOTOS =D These are photos of photos, so the quality is EXTREMELY poor.

Proof that I am well and truly, and will always be, me. Because some things just never change...

A love for music..

Long, ~~gorgeous?~~ black hair..

A love for eating T^T

Being a total princess..

Being so cute that I explode flowers from my face.

Utter craziness and disregard for anything sensible

Being totally GANGDER. I mean, look at those glasses.

Being a little luvo...which has since changed a bit. But not really.

The next person who tells me "Ching...you've changed..."

PUAHAHA

NO I HAVEN'T =D

2 days 'til Sorry Sorry!

2009-03-10T19:14:00.003+11:00

2 days and counting and about to piss myself again!!!

PHOTOS!!! *Clickable*!!!

Don't they look sexy? Sorry, Sorry concept is out! Shindong has lost heaps of weight, and so has Kyu apparently o.O. Kyu please eat T^T..Kibum has gained weight...No REALLY crazy hair concepts like Sungmin's in Don't Don (please Minnie never let them do that to your hair again...)

Smaller photo. Hate Heechul's hair...aish! Chullie you are a princess, you shouldn't let people do this to you T^T! Like the kyumin positioning, and like the clothes~..

Aaaah here it is. Bowler hats, bow ties and sexy, with a touch of 21st century in the skinnies and shoes. Love. & YES! MY BABY KYU LOOKS SIMPLY DELICIOUS/ADORABLE IN THOSE COFFEE PRINCE-ESQUE GLASSES! Siwon looks INCREDIBLY classy...like...more so than usual. I like Wookie's flannel touch, and Minnie, Kyu and Wonnie look surprisingly handsome with slicked back hair. But then again those three can pull off any hairstyle. Okay mainly Wonnie and Sungmin but Kyuhyun is bloody perfect.

Time for freakish dedications! Probably incredibly long crazy ones 'cause it's time for...

Kyuhyun
Magnae Kyuhyun, best, most perfect, most beautiful, amazing, gorgeous, kind, (I could go on forever) Kyu~~...or the more popular ones, Fuwuyar, Game Kyu~~ keke..
It's not like I don't dote ON AND ON AND ON about Kyuhyun, but I have to do this.
Kyuhyun isn't just good looks, cheeky personality and a too amazing voice. I've once described him has so amazing it's incomprehendable, and if you even tried to begin to understand the amazingness of Kyu your brain with explore from overexposure to awesome.
But seriously, though Jesus is my inspiration, Kyu is the model person I kind of look up to, apart from being the perfect model of a husband. He inspires me in the sense that he inspires me to be a better, more Godly woman, to work harder in school, to work hard to have a better voice, better...lots of things.
Hyunnie has been through some really tough times, being the most injured during the April 19 accident...it breaks my heart everytime I hear about it.
Kyuhyun works hard in everything he does, I can see it.
Since I already talk about him WAY too much, and even though sometimes I just want to rant and rave about how beautiful of a person he is, I'm going to make it short and sweet, 'cause some things don't need to be said (:
Kyuhyun oppa, you will always, always be my number 1. I will always be behind you no matter what happens, along with like a million other girls.
Oppa, I hope you find a good, humble wife in the future. Don't play around please T^T...but I know you're not like that (:
Kyuhyun oppa fighting. Saranghae~

Time for the MISFITS T^T~~~ Just joking, I love Mimi and Henry

Zhou Mi
Zhou Mi gege...
It must have been so tough. ONLY13 being on your and Henry's case...and antis and all that. I think you must feel very sad sometimes right?
But even though your fanbase may not be as big as Donghae's, which is just freakishly gigantic in China, know that people like me will be there all the time, waving the Pearl Sapphire Blue balloon in support of you, because you are and always will be a part of Super Junior, in one way or another.
I'm really glad to see that despite some of the negativity that you may receive from antis, that Hannie and especially Kyuhyun (coughchinaOTPcough) have been taking good care of you. Kyuhyun seems to have taken a liking to you, and Kyuhyun being the most awesome person ever, I think that's a pretty cool thing xD
Gege, please don't be sad. You'll do really well, and you work really hard, and there will always ALWAYS be people like me and other ELFs who aren't ONLY13s behind you, forever supporting you! I think you're really talented, being one of the top singers in SJ-M with Wookie and KyuBB!
Gege jia you!

Henry
Mochi!!! Cutest cutest hamster cheek mantou Henry you're so cute T^T~
Henry's selling point, as everyone knows, is his crazy freakish violin skills. And his awesome cheeks.
I'm not going to call Henry Oppa or Ge, because he's Canadian xD.
Henry's main appeal to me is that he is the only member who I will be able to carry a very fluent conversation with.
Henry has pulled through some tough times, with all these concerts in Korea where he's performed Don't Don, only to be shot down by Only13s yelling "We will protect the 13"...it must be so tough on a young boy like you.
Never fear! Like Mimi ge, I will always love you and support you, because you are a truly amazingly talented dude. I don't know anyone else who can pop while playing violin. And he's not just some half-efforted little nobody, his Violin skills and his amazing pitching on the violin is like...I reckon somewhere along the 8th grade-AMUS kind of level.
Henry has been working SO hard to pick up all these languages, Korean, Mando AND Canto. While the others have had the advantage of at least one of these, Henry has had pretty much none. He works so hard, yet he cops so much from people...
Luckily, Henry's been really popular in China and stuff, so that gives me a little more comfort. Ryeowook seems to be freaking in LOVEEEE with Henry, but anyone with a love for all things adorable and hamster-like would be. I think Henry the hamster and Sungmin the bunny would look so cute in shoots T^T
Henry you cute thing, you xD
Please continue working hard, and don't ever let anything that anyone says get to you, because you're way better than they ever will be. It sounds cheesy, but I can actually say it, because you actually are amazingly talented.
Henry fighting/jia you/GO DUDEE~ WHATEVER xD just...YAY!!!

COUNTING 2 DAYS!!!

3 days dedication

2009-03-09T20:44:00.002+11:00

3 days and dedications!

Now that I've significantly calmed down from my high...time for the sort of Magnaes minus Kyu the most beautiful one xD

Siwon
Horse Siwon, prince Siwon, hand gesture Siwon xD
Ahhhh Siwonnie is definitely the epitome of handsome. Strong jawline, high nose, strong cheekbones, big eyes (double eyelid surgery on ONE eye, isn't that cute? ^^), and probably Wonnie's most distinctive and enviable features, his gorgeous little dimples. Siwon is kind of like Sungmin in a sense that they're both extremely good looking (despite very different personalities, I think), but they're both TOO UNDERRATED in terms of talent. It's always these boys' faces, but there's so much. Siwon is another one of the better singers and a better dancer, with a gorgeous tone to his voice and a meaaaan pelvic thrust (fans self)...though Hankyung is probably the best pelvic thruster keke. Why am I mentioning so many more people in Wonnie's section???
Anyway, Siwon's such a nice guy; super considerate and gentlmanly. He's shown how much he cares for his members by freaking paying for their FOOD ALL THE TIME (xD) and just being a generous guy. We know how much of a lovely Jesus boy he is, with Chullie always telling him to stop preaching to him and that "[Siwon] tells him about Jesus more than his parents told him to study". Heechul-ah it's just out of love xD~ Siwon, don't ever stop telling people about Jesus. People like you and Kyuhyunnie are in the band to change things (and be hawt and famous too ekekeke).
Siwon oppa work hard and continue being the lovely person you are. I apologise for mentioning like 3 other people in your part but err MUCH LOVE SIWON FIGHTING!!!!

Ryeowook
Eternal magnae wookie!
I can't say I really liked Wookie as much as the other members, until I saw him live. Thankyou for taking care of Henry-ssi. We all know you have a secret affinity for little Mochi.
Though Ryeowook's voice type isn't exactly my type, I know from an objective point of view that he has a really technically advanced voice. Well, you have to be heaps good to be in KRY, right?
Wookie strikes me as a really sensitive kind of guy (EHB episode 8) and he takes really good care of his members. I heard he's a clean freak, which I think is heaps cute.
Oppa, please keep taking good care of the other members, and make sure Henry doesn't cry from too much pressure from ONLY13 and stuff T^T. Super Junior is strictly 13, but there are other dongsaengs and hyungs you have to rely on right? How I wish people would be nicer about SJ15...
Ryeowook fighting!!!

Kibum
Okay. Hundred percent honesty here, Kibum is probably not one of my favourite members in SJ... That is not to say that I hope he leaves SJ, SJ is forever together and cannot function with any one member leaving (Henry and MiMi INCLUDED).
Kibum-ssi...always seems like oppa doesn't really want to be involved. I heard you don't really want to be in Super Junior, and really want to just pursue acting purely. Oppa...
Please take this oppurtunity God has given you to turn it into something beautiful (I can say that 'cause I know oppa has a church background)...
Please be more with the members often and make really wonderful friendships with them!!!
Your hyungs and dongsaengs love you!!!
I think you're heaps talented.
Oppa fighting~..

3 days until 3jib!!!

2009-03-09T18:11:00.003+11:00

Counting! 3 days until 3jib!!!

Exciting stuff? You know what's even more exciting?
SORRY, SORRY MP3 JUST GOT RELEASED TODAY (yesterday?) AND I'M LISTENING TO IT RIGHT NOW, and it's nothing short of amazing!

The teaser left me speechless, and I was so excited! Listening to it now gives me goosebumps 'cause I really just can't wait until the MV comes out!
If you want the mp3, ask me and I'll send it, but seriously, buy the album and support SJ~...

I'M SO EXCITED T^T~~ Their concept of their top singles since proper album (I count U as their first album because it's full, and it's Kyu's first album), U concept was fantastic, then came Don't Don's darker concept, and I'm amazed at the concept of Sorry, Sorry, and the style of the song is just amazing. I'm really anticipating the MV, I'm scared I'm going to piss myself....

The bridge is killing me~...Kyu's voice and Yesung's voice, the top SJ singers...oh my goodness. Did Kyu's voice just mature even more?!!!! Oh my goodness Kyu you. You. Gorgeous little man...

Will do dedication blogs later, I want to focus on listening to this song, and I'm WAYYYY too spazzy to blog right now....

3 DAYS UNTIL SORRY SORRY!!!!

4 days!

2009-03-08T13:06:00.002+11:00

Counting down~ 4 days until SORRY, SORRY!!!

[2 longer ones for Minnie and Hyukkie just because they're my number 2 and 3]

Sungmin
Sungmin, pretty Sungmin, cutest Sungmin~
Sungmin was cast into SM for best face, and I'm not really surprised. Even though oppa started off being really handsome, they quickly changed his image into really cute and really pretty. Sungmin is the epitome of cute. He makes any girl jealous T^T~...he's absolutely flawless in photos, 100% photogenic, adorable and forever my number 2 keke. Everytime I see oppa the fangirl within me kind of dies, because his face is that gorgeous and cute. Sungmin can seriously pull off ANY hairstyle (pink dyed hair, ponytail etc), and it will look good. He even beats Heechul's gorgeousness in SOME ways (but you can't really compare them 'cause it's different). It's this kind of happy, bubbly personality that brings out the happiness in mellow Kyuhyunnie (be friends forever please T^T)...Also, despite his gorgeous face, Minnie doesn't get enough credit for his vocals and dancing skills. Even though Minnie doesn't make the cut for the first-rate singers in SJ (KRY) or the first-rate dancers (Shindong, Hannie, Donghae and Hyukkie...), he's definitely one of the better singers and one of the best dancers. I dote on Sungmin a lot; nowhere near as much as I dote on Kyuhyun, but Sungmin really is a really cute, amazing oppa.
Minnie fighting!

Eunhyuk
Hyukkie~ my number 3 xD~~~
Eunhyuk is so talented. I reckon he's the best dancer in Super Junior. I love his power dance and his popping. But really what makes him really popular and lovable is his personality. He's probably the biggest dork ever, but it's so adorable. He's got a great sense of humour, and is always making the members really happy. He's just one of those guys who seems really kind hearted and humorous. Though, the sweet side of him really showed in that episode of EHB where he showed how much he loved his members T^T! I always try not to cry in that episode yooyoo...though, after all the dorkiness moments and all that which makes me go oh my goodness gracious me Eunhyuk you are so cute~~ then he like...does an awesome dance or rap and that makes me omg eunhyuk you're so hot O.O! Eunhyuk is definitely my favourite dancer, past Yunho, past Key or Taemin...he's really truly an amazing guy. Eunhyuk, keep dancing, keep working hard, keep making others laugh, because your personality and presence makes people happy (I think xD)~..
Hyukjae fighting!

Donghae
Fishy hae~~
Hmmm...I don't really know what I can say about Oppa...
Hae is a really really really good dancer, and I think him and Eunhyuk are really cute keke. Donghae has been working really hard over the past year or so on his Chinese, and it's improved heaps. It's really hard learning a new language, and I think it's great that oppa is working so hard to do the best he can. He's a pretty handsome kind of guy.
Oppa please work hard on everything ^^ (and take care of Kyu!!!), good luck!
Donghae fighting!

FOUR DAYS!

5 days!

2009-03-07T11:19:00.004+11:00

5 DAYS UNTIL 3RDJIB! EXCITEMENT & SPAZZING OUT!!! TEASER RELEASED!!!

Isn't it exciting? It sounds catchy and amazing already!!! I can't wait until the official MV is released!

Also, I've read that though the album name is Sorry, Sorry; what they're saying in the teaser which sounds more like "shorry"...they said something about combining sorry and shawty. It sounds more like shawty anyway.

SO! Onto my celebration dedications keke I'm so excited~~~

Yesung
Yesungie~ Prettiest voice, best voice Yesung! You have to be a good singer to be in SJ-KRY, and Yesung is in no way short of being amazingly talented. There's a really amazing sort of husky quality to oppa's voice, and he has an incredibly crazy range, far into the girl's belt range, and even further into a whistle register. Even though Yesung seems to be like uber fail jokingly in every show (EHB is a very good outlet for cute Sungie PHAIL moments)...he makes up for it for being...hmm...the musical heart of Super Junior. Even though to me, Kyu will always have the best voice, I think deep inside I know that truly Yesung has the best techniques and voice~...mianhae Kyu T^T!!! Yesung fighting!

Kangin
Strength Kangin, Racoon-ssi keke ^^~ I feel that sometimes you're a little like Heechul in personality...except Heechul is probably a bit more "out there"...
Kangin...I can't say I really know much about oppa, apart from your uber strength...
Actually, you know, I think oppa has quite a good voice. Even though it's not like KRY-ness, your vocal skills do excel above other members~ It sounds a little like Siwon's..but...hmm...throatier?? Deeper? I'm not sure what the word is.
Either way, work hard!!! Kangin fighting!

Shindong
Shindong-ssi~...Oppa has worked really hard over this year to lose weight, and it's really obvious that you really have lost some of that weight. Even though people may call you dwaeji or fatty or whatever, I hope oppa knows that you're a million times more talented than anyone who calls you that (members excluded~...you know that don't mean it right T^T???). You're a really good dancer, and you just prove that you don't have to be particularly muscular (Siwonnie) or skinny (Eunhyukkie) to be a really good dancer (Shindong-ssi!!!)
Shindong has also got a really good personality, and is really funny. Work hard, keep dancing, and don't lose heart, oppa!
Shindong fighting!

SUPER JUNIOR 3RD JIB 5 DAYS!

6 days til 3rd JIB

2009-03-06T23:21:00.004+11:00

CELEBRATING THE COUNTDOWN- 6 DAYS 'TIL 3RDJIB!!!

I'M GETTING MORE AND MORE FREAKING EXCITED AS MORE INFORMATION ABOUT SORRY, SORRY IS BEING RELEASED!!!

I think I like their new concept! Rumours say it's going to be a little "emo", which made me kinda sad, but then I've seen the photos:

Kyu? Is that you in the adorably adorable glasses? This isn't emo at all! The slicked back hair (not emo fringe), the bow ties (not skinny ties) and bowler hats (not...<__<;.....fe..fedoras?)...it seems a little more 1930s to me! Minnie has nothing to worry about. He can pull of any hairstyle (especially when he dyed it pink. It looked hot.) even fully slicked back black hair. Siwon has been sporting that kind of fringeless hairstyle for a while...I think Yesung has since dyed his hair, and it's now a browny colour. I was complaining about Kyu's hair a while ago, but here he looks absolutely adorable.

SO! As a tribute to 6 days before 3rd jib (really should have started this a week ago), I will be dedicating a blog in the next 5 days for 3 members a day, then spazzing out when 3rd jib comes out. I will go from Teukie to Hyunnie, with a special blog for my sort of rejected sweethearts from SJ-M Henry-ssi and MiMi. I love you guys too.

Eeteuk, teukie teuki~~

I know all the members call you old and stuff and like...ask why you act cute even though you're so old (26???)...
But really you're a really good leader. Even though you seem a little more gentle and less freaky than, say, Kangin-ssi or Heechul-ssi (the famous power trio, you guys ^^), but people respect you 'cause you're a really good guy and a good leader. Teukie fighting~!!!

Heechul, Chullie~!

I really like oppa, because he reminds me of me (personality wise). A little tactless, sometimes rude, sarcastic and just that little bit of arrogance~....it sounds terrible but it's what makes Heechul him. Oppa is really sweet though, I can tell. Chullie once said he acts the way he does because he just doesn't know how to express love...and it's actually very applicable. I feel very similar at times. Oppa is a really funny person, and has really good stage personality. Pretty Heechulie, handsome oppa please be good to Hankyung and Wonnie x)~~...Chullie fighting!!!

Hankyung, Hannie !~

So much I could say about my gege...
I've already said a lot during your birthday~.....
Gege has really taken a step up in the last year or so, to be a very good leader for SJ-M. And even though SJ-M's efforts had not been wasted as a group, I'm sure your input as a great leader has propelled SJ-M into a top power in China's entertainment industry. Your never ending patience with your members to learn Chinese and do daily things in general is really admirable. I hope you're glad to be back in Korea, though...I think Chullie missed you *keke*. Please keep calling (seeing?) Henry and MiMi~~ give my cute and tall oppas a job xD!!!
Work hard~ Hannie fighting!

6 DAYS 'TIL 3RDJIB!!!!!!!!!!

Muse

2009-03-05T16:35:00.002+11:00

I'm a really proud person...

It comes off well when it means that I don't sacrifice my dignity to do something that's against my morals, but it also means it's a huge hindrance because I'm just so incredibly stubborn.

I'm well loved, so I don't see a reason to seek approval from others. I'm happy with who I am.

I'm past trying to make mould myself to fit to others' expectations. I'm going to be me, and I'm not going to pretend that I'm a happy sunshine rainbows person anymore, you're just going to have to deal with me (who is, by the way, a lot more interesting than cute little kittens and puppies Ching).

I don't need to shape myself to your expectations. If you don't like me, sucks to be you, not me =D!!!

******

Enough of that.

On less deep news, SUPER JUNIOR 3JIB IS COMING OUT SOON! 7 DAYS, TO BE PRECISE! ARE YOU EXCITED?! I SURE AM! Oh it's also Uppy's birthday. (:

After the INFLUX of February birthdays (Hannie, Wonnie, Changminnie, Jang Ri In and most importantly, Kyuhyunnie) comes an even MORE important (...maybe) event! Aren't you all excited for their comeback? *crickets chirp*

3jib photos have been released, and their new album is really starting to get me pumped! They have Justin Timberlake's choregraphers (looking forward to some awesome hip-swinging, head-spinning, pelvic-thrusting hotness) so I hope some awesome dances will be coming up, surpassing even [U] and Don't Don!

Yeah okay I know none of you (all zero of my readers...or just taggers) are actually excited about it. Not even my asian-er friends, *narrows eyes at Sylvia, Lisa and Rosa* have been as spazzed out as me...but then Super Junior is forever my number one fandom, and I will always be E.L.F first and foremost before Cassiopoeia, SHINee world, Primadonna), and I will always be waving the Pearl Sapphire Blue balloon! Oppa fighting!

Speaking about all things Korean~...

Really sad to hear the actress playing Geum Jan Di in Kkot Boda Namja has hurt herself in a car accident!

I really do recommend Kkot Boda Namja, it's really a good drama. Though, it's been so angsty and filled with me spazzing and yelling moments at misfitted couples that I might just wait for it to finish first before starting to watch it again; cliff hangers are starting to kill me.

Watching it has brought up my love for some of DSP entertainment's members (Hyungjoongie from SS501, HaiMing from AST'1)...

Though, getting into a band takes SO much effort and time (I don't consider myself as "knowing/liking" a band until I've memorised all the member's names and I have a relative idea of their personalities and an album or two) that I might just take it slow. I'm still working on F.T. Island.

Anyway, get excited for 3jib! I think it's going to be a truly amazing album, to say the least, with amazing dances, amazing songs and a change in image!...though I do have quite a bit to say about the change in image...

To put it frankly, I don't like Chullie's hair, I don't like Kyuhyun's hair. My special baby Kyu will look perfect and amazing always, but seriously I don't really like it. He used to have it not straight either, but it looked good and quite cute, I'm not sure what they did this time.

SUPERSHINKISHINEEISLAND FIGHTING!!! (In order of love...)

Hongki Birthday Blog

2009-03-02T21:50:00.002+11:00

To my pretty oppa Hongki-ssi~

Happy 19th (20 in Korea)

You're still so young, and even though things have been happening with F.T. Island and Wonbin and stuff, please stay strong as a hyung to the others in the group. I hope that you'll work really hard with the other members this year to do really well in Korea and Japan.

Hongki is really pretty and good looking, with a voice which is very professional and technically advanced with a really nice husky quality, especially considering how young you still are!

Oppa fighting!

Oppa nomu yeppo <____<;...

Shout!

2009-03-01T17:56:00.002+11:00

Just a shout to some people who I owe huge thanks to in my life, 'cause I feel super loved at the moment!

Just then, Mon and Joyce like chucked a cake at my door (not literally, they passed it to me in a box which was inside a plastic bag...), just because we've been having a rough time.

Strawberry cheesecake is LOVE!!! Thankyou so much; a little token of your love and care means a lot to me, and it hasn't been easy for me and my friends lately, so thankyou.

So YEAH boys and girls at Girraween in my awesome awesome group at school! We have cake tomorrow >=)...

SO! Onto the actual thanks!

Joyce: I've said what I want to say in your letters, really, but thanks for all the D&Ms we've had where you're willing to listen to my ridiculous rants and just for being there...

James: For all the D&Ms WE'VE had which usually end up in stupid remarks about the most random and absurd things. But mostly thanks for just being there all the time day in day out...

Mon: For being the wiser one, the more gracious person...

Sylvia: 'cause she makes me laugh...like...at her.

These are my sisters (and brother xD) in Christ, and they're freaking awesome, and I love them. (:

Zhang Li Yin

2009-02-28T10:40:00.002+11:00

張力尹姐姐生日快樂!!

To my beautiful sister Zhang Li Yin jie jie (Jang Ri In Eonni) happy birthday!!!

Jie jie is a bloody amazing singer to say the least, and I always like to support my Chinese family (Hannie and Li Yin included)! She's so good that she's supposed to be the next leader of the Korean wave, and I think she's a lot better than BoA vocally. She's so young too, and her voice isn't fully developed but it's still bloody amazing. I aspire to have a voice like her's, it's so powerful.

What I admire most about Zhang Li Yin is that she works really really hard to just do her best in everything. She had to leave her family at like 16 to work hard and train in Korea, she has to learn how to dance and speak Korean, but she doesn't complain about it and just keeps working diligently.

Zhang Li Yin is amazing. I think that instead of the girls that you usually see in Korean entertainment industries, guys should date girls like Zhang Li Yin, who can match up in prettiness any day, but is also extremely talented and kind hearted. If Kyu had to marry someone from the entertainment industry, I'd have to say Ri In hands down, and I'd be really happy for him. (Wake up Kyu, she has long hair, big eyes and nice legs; she's like everything you want okay?!!! xD...or Hankyung or Xiah because we all know how much you're in love with your pretty dongsaeng...)

Zhang Li Yin plesae continue to work hard, but don't burn out ><;. Listen to Hannie when he tells you to stop practicing and make sure you take care of your oppas and be good to them! Keep healthy and eat well. Jie Jie you are really pretty! I hope you become famous and loved whether it be in China or Korea~ Zhang Li Yin fighting! Jie Jie jia you!!!

urgh

2009-02-24T19:52:00.003+11:00

I'm scared

I'm really freaking scared

I don't know what to say or do, and I'm finding it really hard to concentrate on my school work at the moment

I had about a week of carefree happiness but all the feelings and pain from the months before that is creeping up on me again

I don't know whether I didn't pray enough or something

I'm so confused and I'm really scared

I'm scared I might start blaming myself...

which I already am starting to do

This is so messed up

Happy Birthday Changmin!

2009-02-19T20:50:00.002+11:00

Happy Birthday, DBSK Magnae Max Changmin!

Max is Kyuhyunnie's age...and that's all I really know about him ><;~~~

SJ is my fandom, so I'm sorry I don't have much to say about Oppa...

Changmin is really cute, he's one of the really good looking members of the group, and I think he's way underrated.

Oppa, please drink alone less and hang out with your hyungs more ^^? You have a really powerful voice and a crazy upper register. Please work hard!

P.S.

Oppa, please make sure they never braid your hair again.........

Swimming Carnival

2009-02-12T19:11:00.009+11:00

Last swimming carnival ever!!! *Sobs*

Well...it was actually extremely boring. Least we had muck-up races. It's kind of funny when you think back in the good old days when you're watching the year 12s make idiots out of themselves by doing stupid things at swimming carnivals. Hey, those idiots are us this time.

I took heaps of photos, but they'll be cropped and edited on facebook by the end of next week. They're really good quality, but take way too long to upload, so I edit each one of them individually on PAINT and change them to jpegs so that they're easier to upload. I'm doing an obligatory blog here because tomorrow I'll be doing a Valentines day post.

I'm not one of those people to post a million photos of just me and other people on my blog, so the photos I'll post will be mostly group shots.

The school from (essentially) one end of the stands.

50 boys free! Sorry Jack, I still think speedos are gross.

House Captains and House Captain's husband!

One fun thing about the swimming carnival was the immense amount of boys who were willing to throw away all of their testosterone and ego to wear bikinis...

Then a whole bunch of them decide to race in 50 Breastroke (which is a joke anyway...)

Boys before the race! This was our main muck-up race.

MEXICAN WAVE STYLE DIVE THING!!!

After each of them got disqualified and Huddo took his bikini off and Fitzy managed to hit his nose at the bottom of the pool during that race...

we decided to make idiots out of ourselves even more by playing the notorious Korean game we all love.

Well...Justin seems to like it...

ANT JUMPS!!!...unfortunately Jeremy wasn't ready and his head wasn't tucked into John's legs properly. Aren't male bonding times great?

Swimming Carnival...our last swimming carnival...

Kind of scary aye...

Happy Birthday Siwon

2009-02-10T20:36:00.002+11:00

To my handsome oppa Shiwon~

Oppa happy 22nd (23rd in Korea) birthday!

I hope you and Hankyungie got lots of gifts and love from your fellow members and friends in and out of SMtown.

Siwon is probably the epitome of good-looking. If I were to label anyone as the good old fashioned "handsome" or "good looking", Siwon would have to be it.

Oppa has always been an inspiration to me in terms of Jesus-ness xD, besides Kyu who will be my everlasting inspiration in all things, Jesus and otherwise. But the way that Wonnie is so persistent and diligent in loving and feeling convicted over his members out of love is an example all Christians should follow.

I remember when I was watching relay talk, (ShiHanChul OT3 "mysteriously" ended up one after another xD). Chullie was saying how "[Shiwon] tells me about [Jesus] more than my parents told me to study!" Siwon really cares about his members.

Siwon has a really big heart, as shown in the way he paid for all of them to go Sauna in Full House ^^! Oppa works really hard, and his Chinese is really good now!

Oppa, please take care of your health and eat well and work hard. Please don't give up on Heechul. Hannie and Chullie really love you, Oppa. ELF will also always love you. Oppa hwaiting~~

Pictures don't do him justice. I've seen him in real life. Yes. He is even better.

Happy Birthday Hankyung

2009-02-09T19:29:00.003+11:00

To my Gege Hankyungie,

Happy Birthday~

Hankyung is a really really gentle person, from what I can tell. He's always willing to help the members of his band, and ever since SJ-M he's taken a step up into responsibility as SJ-M's leader.

Hannie strikes me as someone who really loves his members. From YSMM episode with Chullie and Hannie, Heechul said that Hankyung does anything for him xD. It's so cute.

Gege please work hard and be healthy...I know this post isn't as long as Kyu's but that's 'cause I have Kyu-bias...

I love you Oppa, please don't mind Sichul kiss too much, and be a nice gege to Li Yin jie jie.

I'm really glad that my geges and oppas got to celebrate their birthdays at SMTown Bangkok. Wonnie, Hannie, Yunho, Liyin jie and most importantly Kyuhyunnie xD...happy early birthday for some of you, on time birthdays for some of you and belated birthdays (mianhae yunho oppa ^^')...All of you please work very hard and be healthy!!!

Hannie jia you~!!!

Kyuhyun's Birthday

2009-02-03T16:19:00.006+11:00

Kyuhyun's Birthday Dedication

If there was anyone that I could ensure Kyu would get a letter from me and read it, I'd do it. Sadly, no such thing exists, and I'm not prepared to write a letter to Korea I'm not sure he'd receive or read.

None the less, it's Kyu's 21st birthday today, and I'm excited for him! I wonder what he's going to do with Super Junior today. I hope he doesn't have a hectic schedule, and I hope at least he'd have a nice dinner with SJ tonight.

I would give anything (not anything but, you know) for him to read just this blog. Because my Korean is impaired, maybe Henry or Kibummie Oppa could translate or something keke ^^...

Kyuhyunnie...*thinks*

When I first saw the [U] video, I thought Kyuhyunssi was the best looking. It took me a while to find out what his name was because they always look different in photos. Even though I've learned to appreciate Siwon's attractiveness, Sungmin's prettiness and Hyukkie's dorky cuteness, I always think that Kyu is the epitome of handsome. He has a perfect face, big eyes, nice straight nose and nice lips. He might not have the cute dimples Siwonnie has, but I think his beauty lies in the perfect simplicity.

Then, when I actually started getting into Super Junior (getting into a band takes so much time, effort and money), I learnt to appreciate not just Kyu's face, but his voice. KRY was formed for the three strongest singers of SJ, and I loved how (being a vocalist myself) the one I liked most from SJ was one of the best singers. I listen out for his voice, and I can pick it out of 13 wonderful, gorgeous boys. Yesung, from a technical point of view, probably has the most impressive voice, but because of my Kyu-bias, I'm in love with Kyu's voice.

I love Kyuhyunnie's quiet nature; though I have a feeling beneath this "concept" there's a cheeky boy within. I reckon he's a pretty witty kind of guy, from what I hear about how he talks to his Hyungs xD; and since SJ-M, he's opened up a lot more, and talks more. I love it. I also like the way that even though MiMi has copped a lot from antis during the past year, he seems to have grown attatched to Kyu. I think Kyu treats MiMi really well. He's a lovely person.

But beyond all these, his looks, his voice, his personality, the thing that overwhelms me most is his love for God, and it's something I appreciate the most. He prays a lot, I'm sure, and he loves his brothers in SJ. I think him, Shiwonnie, Kibumssi and other Christian members of the band impress me the most. When I read his cyworld, I was really touched by his words.

Kyu is the model husband all Christian girls should aim for. This is coming out of my majorly-biased point of view (some would argue Shiwonssi xD), but I really, really do hope that Kyu will find a sweet, Godly wife.

Everytime I think about the accident, it breaks my heart. When I saw SJ-M live, I saw the scars on Kyu's face, and I almost cried T^T. I'm such a loser T^T. But I don't think these scars make him any less beautiful. I really love Kyuhyunnie T^T.

Kyuhyun-ah~...

If there's anyway I could like bluetooth my brain and what I think I'd do it, but...just as a reassurance in case anyone who knows you reads this ^^;

Oppa, please be healthy and happy. Please keep praying and loving God, and know that there're like a million girls out there who are utterly in love with you. Though I don't consider myself a crazy fan (seriously, they're much crazier in Korea), I really appreciate Kyu and what an inspiration you are to me as a person in general. I'm always praying for you and SJ, and I hope you can do awesome things in Super Junior. I eagerly await for the third album, which I am very excited for.

I hope you have a really good day with your Hyungs~~ please be good to them!

All the best oppa, please stay healthy!!! Saranghaeyo~~~

KYU PICSPAM MUST FOLLOW!!!

The day I went OCD

2009-01-27T13:26:00.021+11:00

The Day I went OCD

After Summercamp, I have no idea why, I decided to clean my room. I don't mean clean my room as in shove everything that's unsightly into a drawer. I mean every nook and cranny was checked and cleaned. I went a little over the top, I think.

After F.T. Island, DBSK, Super Junior and SHINee moved into my room, I figured that I should give them a better environment to live in. I unfortunately don't have "before" shots, but here is what I can show you now.

All photos were edited on paint to make them smaller but the quality also died. The text is probably really small and illegible, but hey, it's the effort that counts.

This is my bed. Yes, I know it looks like it's a six year old's bed.

When I asked people whether I should get a tongue piercing, they mostly said it would kill my image. What image? This image.

You can see on my bed (though it's written in pink already) my bear which has been there since I was born. The dress its wearing is actually a dress that I owned when I was a baby. Next to that is my Hello Kitty, given to me by my adorable oppas James and Lachlan, and next to that is my KyuBB bear, a gift from my gorgeous girls and boys from school.

I make my bed every morning now (:

This is my bedside table. Pink text there also, but since you can't really read it *sigh*...

My zen and speakers essentially never leave the table. Sometimes I just lie there with my music on and stare at the hotties blu-tacked to my wall. Four photo frames:
1. Me and my bro in canberra, probably placed there by my mother, it's been there since I've moved into this house
2. Me when I was...4, 5 or 6...playing the piano.
3. Me and mum, photoframe broken and crudely fixed with blu-tack.
4. Photo of my baby Kyu.

It's really nice to wake up to my baby ^^

A bin which was white. I bought it for 5 bucks at some place in Eastwood, and drew on it with a permanent marker. A very crude effort, considering how long it's been since I've done it last though, it's okay. The main text is "EverLasting Friends", Super Junior's official fanclub name (E.L.F). Around it I've written artists' names and a few song names.

동방시기- love in the ice
사이니- Forever (Or Never)
슈퍼주니어- Endless Moment
장리인- I Will

Plus SMtown as well.

This is what I bring out everday. It contains:

1. Mobile phone & phone pouch
2. Zen & Camera & respective pouches
3. Keys
4. Wallet
5. Panadol
6. Deo
7. Day Planner (diary)
8. Makeup bag

Everyday, I empty out my bag and chuck everything into this (got the idea from Xiaxue. It's a really good way to get organised and not forget anything).

And yes. Those are pads behind. What?

Nail box thing! Yes, because I played piano for so long I'd never had the chance to do this. BUT NOW I CAN!!! ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ

This is my makeup cabinet. I also empty out my makeup bag everyday and chuck it into this.

This is my hair ties/pins cabinet. I use, like, nothing in this, except from the bottom drawer. It has basic black ties and bobby pins.

These are the lonesome single earrings. Some of which I've kept since the late 90s early 2000s. I keep them because I don't mind wearing odd/just one earring. I've lost my fair share of earrings over the years.

These are my paired earrings. It's sad, I know, how I have barely any earrings only because I lose them all. But I'm trying to be more organised so that I don't keep losing them.

This is my jewellery umm...I'm not sure what to call it. Dad brought these home one day 'cause he didn't need them at work anymore. But there are a couple of unsightly stickers on them (shoelaces used to be in them). I tried to scrape them off, but it's actually very difficult. I've organised all my jewellery by type.

These are my one-day contact lenses which I haven't used yet. I plan to, though.

These are the hats/scarves/belts that I use often. The rest are in the guest room. There's a cap on top of where the beanies are supposed to be, and I felt so compelled to go and take another picture, but it was late and I couldn't be stuffed. It's okay though, I fixed it (:

These stuffed toys used to live on my bed (I'm serious, ALL of these except the paul frank), but there wasn't enough room for them, so I cleared that shelf and chucked them all there.

This is my shelf with things from the past. See those 90s headbands? I'm hoping they'll come back, 'cause I don't want to chuck them out in case I can use them for my kids later. I think ahead. A lot. Next to that is a rack of all the letters I've received over the last...5 years? It's not a lot. I chuck the ones I don't want to keep out. Next to that is a box of my old diaries. Not well concealed, I know. ButI believe anyone I trust enough to let into my room is respectful enough not to dig through them without my permission.

This is (what I hang) in my wardrobe. I don't want to show you the drawers underneath but if you're THAT ecstatic about seeing my underwear you can come over. That came out so wrong.

It's organised by colour (yes, I felt like going HARD OUT with organisation). When I had hung all my clothes up, the colours went from Orange straight to Green, which I thought looked weird, so I pulled one yellow top out (which I've never worn) and hung it up, just so the colours looked more even. I'm going crazy.

This is my main wall. I didn't want to show you my bookcase. What's there to see? Not that there was much to see with everything else.

Anyway, this took quite a while to set up. Sticking all the names of Super Junior up took the longest. I like it though, from Teukie to MiMi, all FIFTEEN (I stress FIFTEEN) are up.

But here's Ching's stupid moment:

I was lying down, reading the names of SJ, and I was like, "Who is 긍혁 (keunghyuk)?" Turns out I stuck 은혁 (Eunhyuk)'s name upside down ㅠㅠ. 미안해,은혁이 ^^"...

This is the head of my bed.

It's got the Super Junior (authentic) poster from the HK concert, my concert ticket, and the map of the location of the concert. It also has photos from the night of the concert bottom and top, and on the sides are all the members of SJ as well as the extras MiMi and Henry, plus one more Kyu for good measure.

Underneath that is Bobbie and Brian's vision for Hillsong Church, and next to that is Kyu's cyworld entry. I pray when I wake up every morning now, that God will mould me into a good wife and mother (Kyu's inspiration) xD

That's all I want to show you from my room. I went so OCD. It feels really clean now though.

No joke, if anyone wants me to help clean their room, just ask. I wouldn't imagine why though. If anyone tried to clean my room I'd be like "DON'T TOUCH THAT!!!"

Happy...

2009-01-26T14:47:00.003+11:00

Happy Chinese New Year!

Happy Australia Day!

Happy Birthday 재종오빠!!! 23 years old and still beautiful my pretty 재종이~~~ I know you hate being called pretty but you really are very pretty ㅠㅠ

오빠~ Please work hard and take care of the other members! Be healthy!!! I love you =)!!!

Cho Kyu Hyun & God ^^

2009-01-23T18:58:00.003+11:00

It's not like I don't talk about Cho Kyuhyun enough, but seriously...

Oppa is my inspiration ><; I read a cyworld entry of his that Tiff told me about that I didn't manage to find until just then (God bless wordpress) and I almost cried.

This is his entry:

새벽기도를 드리는 여자가 좋은점/Merits Of A Girl Who Prays At Dawn

1. Because a girl who prays at dawn
Knows how to cook.

Coming back after waking up early to go to church at dawn
Everyone is sleeping and there isn’t anyone to talk to.
Starts to wash the bowls.
Switching on the button on the rice cooker after washing the rice grains.
(Recently in this world, as long as your wife wakes up to say ‘Be careful on the road’ you will feel very thankful and that a man who can eat his breakfast before going to work is a very blessed man… )

2. Because a girl who anticipates at dawn
Doesn’t ‘nag’.

When you’re praying at dawn, it’s always for your husband
Crying tears and praying to see that
Your husband who’s ‘kul kul’ sleeping away isn’t able to give you care and concern.
The children don’t say anything either.
Taking the fallen socks beside the bedWith a happy mood and putting them into the washing machine.
Taking the toys and books in the messy living room
(And) Arranging them nicely.

3. Because a girl who prays at dawn
Is a girl who knows ‘What love is’.

You who obediently loves God’s high attitude
If you had a husband and children
Neither love nor obedience would be difficult.
Girls who rebel against God can rebel against anyone
So you must be careful.

5. The children of the girl who prays at dawn
Grows in their dreams.

Every dawn with Joseph and Daniel, dreaming the same dream
Praying for the sake of your children
After coming home beside the girl who’s in her dreams
Praying for this dream
Why doesn’t her children grow along with the dream?

6. A girl who prays at dawn
Has an existing ‘Scary Hatred Prayer’.

If the girl bears a grudge, the frost won’t be rid of even in May and June
If the girl starts to pray because of you, then the frost will melt.
Kindness is just like the arrival of raindrops.
It’ll be awesome if the prayer is answered.
(Even a ‘No’ answer is inclusive)

7. A girl who prays at dawn
Because there’s a ‘hard-working woman’.

Lazy girls will absolutely not open their eyes in the morning.
Unless it’s to go to the restroom……
To look at themselves.
Recently if you’re too lazy you won’t be able to get out of bed right.

8. A girl who prays at dawn
Has a good appetite and is healthy.

After going to church and making a round in the morning, she is hungry.
Eats lots of snacks at the market.
Because she ate too much for breakfast, she’ll only eat a little for lunch.
In the evening, because she is still full, she’ll just randomly eat a little.
One who definitely eats breakfast is healthy
To become a healthy person, is a fact that everyone knows….

If you’re a man! No matter if you believe her or not, you must marry a girl who prays at dawn. Why is this so, you are the answer to this girl’s prayers.

After I read this I was seriously ㅠㅠ.

Everyone knows Shiwonnie as the Godly man of the group, and Kibum to an extent, but my undying love and support will always be for Kyu and his love for God. So beautiful ㅠㅠ

Yeah I feel like a loser -o-"...

This makes me think of what Bobbie Houston always says and it really inspires me to be a more Godly woman.

When I read his bit about marrying a girl who prays and stuff I was like "S'OK KYU! I'M HERE! BE THERE IN A SEC..." ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ~~

After reading that I hope Kyu will find a Godly woman and marry her ^^~ A sweet girl. Yes. I did just say that I hoped Kyu would marry someone who wasn't me. Well it's not that I hope that he won't marry me it's more that I hope he'll find someone he loves who loves God.

The same way that when I found out Kyu likes girls with long hair I kept my long hair, Kyu's post inspired me to live a more Godly life~~

Thankyou Oppa, Saranghaeyo ^^

Also, on another note...

God provides. Seriously, God provides.

Some of you may know that I lost like 50 dollars this year, stolen from my wallet...a sum of that which I owed people -___-...

I had no idea how to repay them back because I don't get pocket money, but instead I apologised to those whom I owed the money to (my brothers in Christ are so nice ^^) and they were all good about it. I also went above my usual offering in Church in faith that I shouldn't hold back just because I'm financially dry, and I believed God would do something amazing in my life...

When I was cleaning my room the other day, I found 100 dollars. That is an INCREDIBLY LARGE amount of money to find randomly. Turns out one year I didn't open my red pocket...x)

You guys might think "wasn't God's response a little late?" but nothing's ever late in His timing, it's perfect...

Never fear boys! I'll have your money back =D

T^T

2009-01-22T11:06:00.002+11:00

NOOOOOO!!!!!!!!

I remember when Joyce said "...I think I just felt my heart break."

I THINK I JUST DID TOO! NOT HERS, BUT MINE! AND KYU'S!

HEECHUL how could you T^T...no one really cares that you kissed the dude from Trax 'cause you didn't really muck around with the OTPs in Super Junior ('cept probably Hankyung, but he's too nice to say anything), but SUNGMIN! HOW COULD YOU KISS SUNGMIN!!! HOW DO YOU THINK KYU FEELS T^T ZOMGGGG!!!! HE'S DYING INSIDE AND SO ARE ALL KYUMIN FANS T^T YOOYOOOOYOOOOYOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

Random Post! Top Sites

2009-01-20T19:40:00.002+11:00

Ching's Top Websites, visited on a Daily Basis

Hey, I've always wanted to do one of these. Trust me, it could probably kill your boredom for the holidays (if you're Asian/in love with Asians...)

1.

Youtube! Of course. Checked daily to see what dorky stuff Hongki and Heechul will do next. Terribly predictable, but I'll be more creative now...

2.

The Big Daddy for your anime/korean/taiwanese/jap/honki needs. Heaps of Asian videos, movies, dramas, games and so on.

3.

Mysoju is constantly updated, and is the best site you could go to for Asian dramas and movies. It's really easy to search stuff up and it's always being updated. Love Mysoju.

4.

Soompi is the best site you could go for to see what's going on with celebrities in Asia. To my knowledge it's a big Korean thing. I think. I don't know I just go on it to net shop. That's the other thing! It's great for net shopping.

5.

Livejournal, specifically, http://community.livejournal.com/miracle______, the largest Super Junior Fanfic...thing, . Basically I use this to read Super Junior fanfics. Why? Because KYU IS IN KOREA AND HE MISSES SUNGMIN AND MY ONLY OUTLET IS TO BELIEVE THEY'RE BACK IN KOREA *SOBS PROFUSELY*. Cough.

6.

Wordpress, specifically http://spazzes.wordpress.com/ . Updated very frequently about the latest dramas, movies and going-ons with DBSK, Super Junior, their concerts, albums and so on. Also many picspams. Friggin' awesome.

So that's it you guys! You Asian, Asian people. Go forth and be Asian.

Summercamp

2009-01-18T09:57:00.004+11:00

Yes I know I went to Hong Kong before I went to Summercamp, but I have to blog about Summercamp first, because I'm lazy and the Summercamp post will be a lot shorter than my Hong Kong/Beijing/~~Macau~~ post.

So my plane landed and like I went crazy packing everything out of my suitcase into another luggage bag to go straight to Summercamp. Yes, that's how excited I was. I didn't even get to wash my hair, I just showered, looked up directions and went straight there.

Man, Summercamp is always so amazing. Such great things happened to all of the girls and I was so glad to see my dear Joycekins again ^____^!!!

This year we were in TRIBE FORCE, the yellow tribe YAY!!! That meant that Sam Fagan was our leader and oh my goodness you girls are HORMONE CHARGED. There is no denying that Sam Fagan is an extremely good looking guy but GIRLS!!! Goodness!

Okay fine I too screamed a little when he blew those kisses but come on. Who wouldn't, even a guy would. I swear Joyce and I wasn't half as bad at last year's Summercamp as Sunny and some of the girls were, screaming and taking stalker photos.

Man I hope he never finds this. Anyway, we had so many interesting conversations, met heaps of new people and it was so great. We also met people who we met at other Hillsong events.

I remember meeting this guy from Hillsong in the city whom I recognised, and he said he'd be at Summercamp, but I didn't see him =(!!! Saw James again, halfie James who we met on the bus to Hillsong Conference in July, not James McCabe, though when I saw James McCabe again I was so happy 'cause I love my dear Jamesies so much.

Speaking of interesting bus rides and the people we meet on the bus, we met some super adorable (in the brotherly sense) white boys and a FOB boy (not Asian fob). We had the weirdest conversations, but the g-string one probably was the most retarded.

Innit cute? Isn't multiculturalism and g-string talk just the best? Loved these kids xD Ignore the fact that I look totally weirdly small-eyed.

SUMMERCAMP FOREVER!!! Far out so many hilarious moments. Dylan Thomas wasn't there this year, wonder why. Though the girls seem to have taken the larger portion of their hormones and committed it all to Sam Fagan, Summercamp had significances other than boys, I assure you.

I surprisingly kept mostly calm this Summercamp and didn't freak out about boys. Much. Joyce-ah kept me a little sane, but then we both freaked each other out at Asian service when we were really really ridiculously high.

Joyce and I are the epitome of cool.

Speaking of Joyce, while we were lining up for dinner a boy who was serving asked if we were twins. Puahaha, some things never change.

Summercamp is love. Seriously. I love my girls, and I love watching them pray and grow...

As one of the oldest girls in the group, gorgeous Lydia being the other older girl, I feel an older sister responsibility towards my girls, I guess that's what kept me trying my hardest to calm the girls down drooling over Sam Fagan xD

Seriously though Wildlife Girls are so awesome, you guys are so beautiful and you guys can do such good things. I can see you guys grow spiritually and in this Summercamp some of you just stepped out of your old skin and totally broke free out of your timidness.

Man, Christian boys too are so gorgeous. I love watching guys pray with each other, it's so cute ^_____^. Also Joyce and I saw heaps of guys who weren't like all up in their ego and were heaps close with their guy friends, praying for them and giving cute little man hugs xD. Can't wait 'til I get married *sigh*...

WILDLIFE & SUMMERCAMP LOVE~~~

Tiff <3

2009-01-03T00:28:00.002+11:00

Why Tiff is the wisest woman of God:

✖TIFF(: 說:
i had a dream last night that i went to your wedding and it was you and kyuhyun
- [c=4]♥[/c]cнing ;; ___redeemed x* 규현오빠 <3 ...HAPPY BELATED BDAY SUNGMINNIE & JUNSU MIANHAE 說:
OMG
- [c=4]♥[/c]cнing ;; ___redeemed x* 규현오빠 <3 ...HAPPY BELATED BDAY SUNGMINNIE & JUNSU MIANHAE 說:
ITS A PREMONITION

She's a flipping prophet.

Hong Kong

2008-12-31T22:28:00.003+11:00

I'd forgotten how much I loved and miss Hong Kong.

I'll talk about the freaking freaking FREAKING awesome SJM concert later, there's so much I can say...

My hair smells like cigarettes all the time, Hong Kong always smells like something and it's not always pleasant and there are so many perverts here that I've sort of accepted it as a social condition...

but it's still pretty cool xD

GIFTS! Yes, I shall come bearing gifts, and the following people should pledge their eternal love for me:

Joyce, Sylvia, Rosa, Debbie, Uppy, Tiff...

The rest of you I'm stll confused as to what I should be getting you guys...the above people had actually told me what they wanted so it made it a lot easier.

...or some people are just terribly predictable *coughjoyceyesung.sylviaxiah.tiffhankyung.CHINGKYUHYUNFOREVERCOUGH*

Anyway, so YEAH if the BOYS want anything, please speak up. I hate choosing things for guys it's too freaking hard and some of the things I've seen are so gross and absurd but appropriate for you guys that I feel weird looking at it let alone buying it.

Much love from asialand -_____-!!! <3

WHOOOOOO

2008-12-25T07:37:00.003+11:00

I'm going to Hong Kong!!!

Actually, what I'm REALLY excited about is the Super Junior-M concert above anything else. I'm excited about the photography I can do, not that I'm good at it, but...you know. I still enjoy it.

I'm starting my diary 5 days prior to New Year's day, just to kill time/reflect upon my year. I'll blog about it too.

Anyway, I'm actually not excited at all about going to Hong Kong, maybe 'cause we're landing in Macau first and I hate Macau. Though I'm happy about all the shopping I'll get to do...hmm...

I don't know. We're going to Beijing too, and it was my idea, but I'm still not very excited. I'm more excited about the plane trip...isn't that sad?

Blergh. I'm feeling so mediocre.

I think it's 'cause I'm missing out on Summercamp as well *screams*!!!

Okay.

Anyway, my oppas, dongsaengs, eonnis I'll miss a lot...

I won't mention names just incase people feel left out, but there's a certain oppa and a certain dongsaeng I'll miss a whole lot who I can somewhat mention without making other people feel left out xD~!!!

Yes...you two =)!!!

You guys enjoy each others' company after I leave. She looks enough like me anyway ;)

SUPER JUNIOR M CONCERT

2008-12-23T15:35:00.002+11:00

PUAHAHAHAHHAA

PUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

BAHAHAAHHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

FROTHING AT THE MOUTH!!!!

I GOT STANDING ZONE B TICKETS TO SUPER JUNIOR-M CONCERT!!!!!!!!!!!! YAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!! SECOND BEST SEATS BECAUSE I DIDN'T CONVINCE MY MUM TO LET ME GET STANDING ZONE A BUT I GOT STANDING ZONE B!!!! KYAAAAAAAAA~~~~~~~~~~~~

I FINALLY GET TO SEE SUPER JUNIOR M!!! Even though I don't get to see my second and third Sungminnie and Eunhyukkie, I'm still ECSTATIC!!!

OH OH OH OH

AND

I READ THIS ON WORDPRESS:

"Kyuhyun says he played the clarinet when he was little, but really wants to learn to play the saxophone."

KYUHYUN-AH~ WE HAVE SO MUCH IN COMMON!!! WOULD GLADY TEACH YOU SAXOPHONE PUAHAHAHAHAAAAAAA!!!

HOORAY FOR INCOHERENCY!!!!!!!!!!

Presents

2008-12-22T11:01:00.016+11:00

I have the best friends in the world. Even though I don't indulge in material blessings, they're symbols that they care and stuff, right? =) ilya

Okay! Over the week I've gotten a flood of presents, and I'm blogging about it now so I didn't have to blog about it every time I got one, because I received them gradually. I'll photoblog them chronologically, because I DO remember what order I received them in and who gave them xD Pro-ness.

Here we go:

1. From my Brother and his girlfriend Ivy before they left for Hong Kong:

I Heart revolution album! I've always wanted this!!!

The answers book: showing that Science and God is compatible and complementary. A must read.

2. From Krystle

Isn't it cute? It's a jewellery box couch!!! Sorry about the terrible quality. I took the pictures from my phone and umm...I've dropped it many times.

3. From Joyce

Hello Kitty Earrings!!!

OMG necklace, which I insist stands for "Oh My Gosh".

Soft brush liquid liner which I find easier to apply!

Kyuhyun lol T__T!!! Am I that predictable??? I love it Joyce xD

Smiggle notebook with little Asian girl puahaha~~

Cute post-it notes!

One which Joyce wrote on xD She spells like an American x)

4. From Uppy, Sylvia, Rhiannon, Rosa, Debbie, Faye, Lisa, Chris, Jonno, Fitzy, Kim

Meet Kyuhyunnie!!! My gorgeous friends pitched in and since Sylvia probably knows me best out of all the people at school when it comes to Korean, she got me a bear called Kyuhyun, who only wears a bathrobe and boxers LOL~ He sleeps next to me. ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ....

Cheeky much? Bear boxers are so cute though!!!

Kyuhyunnie's birth certificate! With the correct birthday and everything xD!!! I love Sylvia's attention to detail.

Shinee World album!!! Oh Sylvia how it must have PAINED you to have gotten that for me!!! 사랑해~~

Amigo Shinee album! Sylvia so sweet x)

Here's a little snippet of the stuff inside the album. Jonghyun's hot aye?

Jonghyun, Taeminnie and Onew. Taemin BEFORE the bowl cut *vomit*

Amigo poster! SHINee lives at the foot of my bed!

GIANT KYUHYUN POSTER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YAY!!!!!!!! I wake up every morning to Kyuhyunnie, and fall asleep with Kyuhyunnie on my wall. I love it.

5. From Val

Lightbulb notebook! I don't know why I'm getting so many notebooks, but I love notebooks! This will be my creative notebook for all my music and stuff.

FATHEAD!!! Puahaha such a cute keyring. Joyce yelled out fathead when she saw it, so that's like her name now.

Fathead's body

FLEXIBLE RULER!!! Doesn't get more literal than that.

Smiggle polka dotted tape! So cute!

6. From Lydia, Katie, Joyce (again) and Steph Low, if I'm not mistaken:

Kimmidoll notebook. So pretty. This will be my diary in 2009.

Chocolate!!! Yay!!! I haven't had any yet, but it looks really good!

7. From James and Lachlan

Hello Kitty!!! Note the "We Love You". My oppas are so cute!!!

What happened after Dan unleashed his Hulk powers upon my poor Hello Kitty...

'kay. I think that's all of them.

Among all these things I got heaps of cards, and a four page letter from James which made me cry...I felt like such a loser.

I love you guys heaps.

SUPER JUNIOR M

2008-12-21T23:37:00.001+11:00

*FROTHS AT THE MOUTH*

SUPER JUNIOR M IS GOING TO HONG KONG WHEN I'M THERE!!!!!!

ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

Korean Movies

2008-12-20T22:34:00.004+11:00

Since I have no life, and the holidays are rolling around, and all of you might be as mo liu as I, here's a list of recommended movies I've been watching:

1. My Sassy Girl

A classic romantic comedy, but get the Kleenex ready. A must watch.

2. Baby and Me

Cute and cheeky, with enough romance for me to highly recommend this one. Not to mention the fact that Geun Seok is a babe.

3. 100 Days with Mr. Arrogant.

Ha Ji Won has looked better, but it's a great movie none the less.

4. A Wolf's Temptation

Kleenex required! A bittersweet movie with a bad choice of casting. At the risking of sounding extremely shallow, the lead actress is unattractive. Recommended none the less.

5. Do Re Mi Fa So La Si Do

Starring one of my new favourite actors Geun Seok, this bittersweet romantic film I highly recommend. Though for about one hour you start crying and don't stop until the last three minutes of the movie, It is a great movie. KLEENEX KLEENEX KLEENEX!!!

Eyeliner stained kleenex from crying WAY too much in do re mi.

Thanks =D

2008-12-15T15:34:00.003+11:00

Thankyou:

Uppy, Sylvia, Rosa, Rhiannon, Debbie, Faye Lisa, Chris, Jonno, Fitzy and Kim.

The last few weeks have been totally crap, to say it incredibly lightly, but thanks for taking that out of the equation and making my day =)

I love my present, and I eagerly await for the apparent Part II~

Thanks for the attention to detail, Sylvia xP Special thanks to you for sacrificing your pride to buy me two SHINee albums. I know how hard it must have been for you xP <3

I love you guys.

I feel the same, pretty much. 17's not that impacting xD

I love you all.

I LOVE JOYCE

2008-12-14T16:50:00.003+11:00

KYAAAA~!!!

HOORAY FOR INCOHERENCY!!!

I just did my stupid freaking feature article and had no idea 1200 words would take around 2 and a half hours to write.

BUT THEN JOYCE CAME OVER AND GAVE ME MY B'DAY PRESENT!!!

1. Michelle's Patisserie strawberry cheesecake *yum*
2. A Card & the envolope had Super Junior on it!!!
3. A picture of KYUHYUN <3
4. Cute Smiggle post-it notes
5. Smiggle notebook
6. OMG necklace
7. Hello Kitty earrings
8. Soft brush liquid eyeliner~!!!

Did I miss anything??

Omgsh Joyce is the freaking best <3 I love you woman.

Blur

2008-12-12T16:59:00.003+11:00

The last few weeks have been a blur, to say the least.

A twisted, sick blur, sick in more ways than one...

I don't know how quickly the body is supposed to accept something shocking.

It's something no one should have to go through, it's not...usual.

"It sucks." He said.

Sure does.

Christmas

2008-12-03T17:21:00.006+11:00

Finally, a HAPPY post.

Look who I got a card and candycane from!!!

For all those who can't read Korean (or Sylvia's Korean), it says 규현오빠, yes, Kyu-Hyun Oppa!!! KYUHYUNNIE!!!

..Okay fine not really:

Translation:

Ching,

Hi........hi!! (In Korean)

If I write this, would you understand me? Keke. (Translation courtesy of Sylvia 'cause my Korean sucks T__T)

Thanks for everything,

from KyuHyun Oppa

Joking, from Sylvia

Ngaww Sylvia

Saranghaeyo xD

Healer

2008-11-30T11:15:00.003+11:00

I will put my trust in the Lord and find comfort in Him, because I know He is the same yesterday, today and tomorrow (Hebrews 13:8), and if Jesus is our healer, and He has miraculously healed in the past, there is nothing in me that suggests He cannot heal or does not continue to heal, because Jesus is good (:

Sickness does not belong in us; sickness does not belong in the Body of Christ, and the name of Jesus is above sickness, praise Him ^^

Stuff it

2008-11-28T19:03:00.005+11:00

If anyone could be stuffed to try and prove me wrong, you'd know there are hardly ANY posts in my blog about how emo or how big my problems are, because they're not. Go, check.

I don't whine excessively about my boy problems or whatever crap that's going on, you know that.

But now, I'm just so sick of trying to piece things together, trying to understand why things happen. They just do, and I've accepted that. Now the only thing I can say now is please, God...

It's unbelievable. This whole thing seems so dream-like; that or terribly real. I'm not sure, I haven't really sorted my own emotions out yet.

It's like I'm trying to put myself together physically and emotionally.

What the heck is going on?

I filled in a misadventure form today, after I did my Ancient History task. I did alright, but I had recommendation from the Year Adviser and Principal that I should do it anyway.

Never thought it'd be me. Never thought I'd have to be the one to do something like that...

This is so stuffed up.

And for all you people out there who might be thinking that I'm whining about trivalities or other stupid things, I'm not like you. I have perspective.

Everything's so messed up. I don't even know why I'm writing this here. I have to vent it somewhere, and it's not even half as violent and angry as it is in my diary. You can't tear-stain a blog entry.

The last few days have been painstakingly slow. I always talk about how fast time is going by...

Everything's changed

Funny

2008-11-27T20:04:00.003+11:00

It's funny isn't it?

One day everyone's great, everything's alright...

Then something hits you and nothing seems the same.

Dearest,

We love you so much.

Marriage

2008-11-21T20:28:00.003+11:00

One:

I think anyone who knows me well would know that I have this thing about marriage.

I LOVE weddings, engagement parties, engagement stories, rings...

When I'm gazing out the bus window from Parramatta to Castle Towers, we pass by two bridal shops, and I always stare out the window to look at the gorgeous white gowns and veils...

I always talk to Miss in class about her gorgeous wedding rings and the way her hands are worth about $8000...

Then there's that time I got extremely excited that I got to touch the "throw" bouquet (or as I like to call it, throwquet) *gets shot* COUGH ANYWAY

The point is, I CAN NOT WAIT until I get married. I rant compulsively on my wedding plans (age, dress, ring and all that). My good friends would know that the answers to the above would be 21, princess dress and flipping massive respectively.

What I'm trying to get at is, I don't think I'm going to get married.
That is, I don't think I'll find someone to get married to.

I have the Godly mindset that if I have my eyes set on Jesus I'll find a man who is Kyuhyun-like...beautiful, cute, and that voice.....................

The problem with that is, I think that I'm in love with Kyuhyun so much that I'm ignoring the general public and people who are actually accessible, who I've met, and who speak the same language as me...

I see no one but Kyuhyun nowadays, I am utterly head over heels. He's just that sexy. God really created a masterpiece in Kyuhyun. ~~That or his plastic surgeon did~~.

Two:

Speaking of the fact that I will not be able to communicate with my future husband...

Contrary to popular belief, I am not taking Korean lightly, and I am planning on learning it in the long run. I can read it, it's just that basically anything I read goes to my head pheonetically, and not logically. What's that good for? Norebang (i.e. K or Karaoke); DUH.

I'm also going to Korea in 2009 with Sylvia after the HSC, hopefully to attend a few concerts and meet various SM, YG, JYP Entertainment people!

If I like it, I will be considering very seriously on staying there (like, forever), and teach English (after I learn Korean of course).

Of course, there's always the option of me getting famous puahahaha!

SYLVIA & CHING'S DIVINE PLAN

1. Ching learns Korean and goes to pro Korean plastic surgeons to get lipo and jaw surgery. Why? Because Korean celebrities are ALWAYS UNDERWEIGHT (according to Australian BMI), but to them it's not underweight, it's nice. Which it is. Then why jaw surgery? Because if I go hyper skinny and still have the same jaw structure, that's dodgy. Jaw surgery is when they cut your face from the ear to the chin and basically shave down your jaw bone so it's skinnier. But then a bunch of people told me that if I did anything to my face they'd never speak to me.

2. Ching, now skinny with a smaller face, goes to SM Entertainment to audition. Now that she's better looking, vocal skills above average (which is enough), Ching gets FAMOUS!

3. Ching doesn't forget her friend Sylvia (because she's just that nice) and introduces Sylvia to Xiah, and they kidnap Inhwan and get married.

4. Sylvia teaches Ching how to dance (because it is ESSENTIAL for a Korean celebrity to know how to dance.)

5. Ching becomes famous, gets trained by Chang Ri In eonni and Hankyung oppa because they understand her predicament of being a Chinese celebrity in Korea even though the new laws about foreign celebrities were lifted this year.

6. Ching meets Kyuhyun (who is, by the way, only four years older) and she 1. does of happiness or 2. marries him.

7. Joyce suddenly comes into the equation.

8. Ching, being the considerate person she is, abandons all suspicions that she is only being rung up by Joyce because she wants to get close to Yesung by using Ching as a link, and fixes Joyce up with Yesung.

9. Ching, Joyce and Sylvia live happily ever after, after being married to Kyuhyun, Yesung and Xiah respectively.

All the above or

10. I get a job.

That's all for now, I'm never getting married unless I can marry Kyuhyun and I love Korean(s).

Kyuhyun

2008-11-18T22:40:00.002+11:00

Just taking a little moment to pledge my eternal love for Kyuhyun.

Proof I'm sort of "Kei Ying"

2008-11-10T20:13:00.002+11:00

If anyone needed further proof that I'm just a little "kei ying" (there's not a word in English that quite describes it, but if I were to, I'd go with demented) here it is:

I dream about Korean bandboys.

How lucky am I? They're just dreams, but I bet all of you yearn to have dreams like mine just so you can have a closer look at Jaejoong etc. I once had a dream about Jay Chou, back in the day when I liked him, but I haven't had a celebrity dream since. Though, I've had three dreams in one week involving my new obsession.

I'm not the only one who's kei ying. Sylvia had a dream where TOP from Big Bang cut her hair ㅠㅠ lucky woman.

1. Super Junior

This was a BAD dream. I dreamt that Donghaesshi died, and I was so sad, 'cause I think other Super Junior members were involved. In my state of concern and creepiness, I wiki'd Donghae to make sure he didn't die.

...just to clear the record, he's still alive.

Speaking of being alive, TOP TRIED TO COMMIT SUICIDE (allegedly). It's terrible. My 오빠 tried to kill himself ㅠㅠ. Well, some people say that he was sick and got drunk during his birthday party and cold medicine+alcohol=BAD so then he was hospitalised. 오빠, I love you, and you're incredibly hot; please don't kill yourself ㅠㅠ.

2. Super Junior

This was a good dream!

I was eating with Super Junior, on a pretty long table, with me on one end while the rest of the SJ members sat on either sad, and 성민 (Sungmin) on the other end. 규현 (Kyuhyun) was somewhere on the side.

"Oppa," I said (to Sungmin I think). "Can we swap seats? I want to sit next to Kyuhyunnie..."

I think I woke up before I got to sit next to Kyuhyun =(

3. DBSK

This is the most farfetched dream yet. DBSK WAS AT MY HOUSE ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ ^^......

Then, we went shopping at City. But Jaejoong, Yunho, Xiah and Changminnie were all too immersed in their conversations amongst themselves and I only got to talk to Micky Yoochun. Cruel irony, I don't even like him.

Though, he was really nice, in my dream, and this sounds totally retarded, but I kind of think better of him now that I've met him in my dream and he was really nice (:

Thus ends the adventures of my twisted mind.

Many more to come, I hope.

Sorry

2008-11-05T20:18:00.002+11:00

미안...

Got a little carried away. I took it quite well, losing all that money which I OWED people. I'd be less worried if it were mine.

I congratulate President Obama.

Coffee Prince and Kyuhyunnie never fail to make me happy (:

I've decided to deal with my situation with losing the money by hoping that I've blessed someone financially, and offering a little more than I usually do at Church on Saturday, knowing that God will provide for me; there's no need to be stingy, nor is there need to worry about my financial issues.

Bad day

2008-11-05T15:58:00.002+11:00

Such a bad day.

Had money stolen from me ($45 dollars) and Obama won the elections.

Spare me your arguments. Half of you don't even know which party he's from, and what that denotes.

Happy Birthday TOP!

2008-11-04T20:42:00.002+11:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY T.O.P from Big bang! Saranghaeyo!!!

Isn't he cute?

Random Thought

2008-10-27T19:47:00.002+11:00

Even though this is just a random thought, it's STILL about Koreans.

Everyone knows Korean stars debut at an early age (15), and there's a new group from SM Entertainment which debuted this year.

SHINee.

Anyway, I asked a friend and she said they were good, but she didn't like them, and I trusted her judgement...not before downloading a couple of songs.

I. FEEL. SO. PAEDO!!!

I was looking through their names and memorising them, then I realised the guy I thought who was pretty cute was 15. FIFTEEN!!! This is so sad. I'm so sad T____T;..

Plus, there's this guy called Key, well 키, for those who can read Korean that's "Ki". His real name is the same as Kim Kibum's, so obviously he can't be called Kibum, so they called him Key. So I was looking him up on google images, and realised I typed in Shinee Key xP

New Folder!

2008-10-23T19:45:00.009+11:00

Annyeong!!!

In accordance with my love affair with Super Junior, DBSK and other assorted Korean bands/soloists, I finally made my new folder for year 12~!!!

It was a gruelling process, a total of about 2 hours to do (plan, organise, print, cut etc...)

But I finished, and it looks awesome. I designed it myself and I didn't want it to look like a gigantic mess of pictures that was only in in like 2004.

Getting to work! There was not a single glue stick in the house. No Joke. Okay, there were four dried up glue sticks, so there was no GLUE in the house; though there were glueSTICKs. So I had to use sticky tape, which was quite annoying.

The pictures I'd printed out earlier, and you can see a mass Gloomy Bear square, which I didn't end up using. Then you can see the chibi versions of Super Junior members! How cute!

As you can see, I'd planned for a film strip idea, and I was going to put all the Super Junior chibi versions into the little squares of the film strip. Then, the circle was too big for the little film strip, so I had to cut out the heads INDIVIDUALLY. IT SUCKED!!! SUNGMIN OPPA HAS SUCH SPIKY HAIR!!!

My original plan for the background was a polka dot type thing. I used a pale pink sheet of paper and a hole puncher to punch holes (duh) and then I'd planned to stick them on individually (oh my, no glue -___-). Then I realised they wouldn't stick to my finger, and I had to use tweezers to pick them up. Then I also realised how stupid I was so I decided upon stripes instead.

Almost done! How cute is it? The film strip idea worked perfectly, and I could fit all 13 members on. I'd strategically placed them next to their best friends, and Kibum I left slightly under the film strip 'cause I don't like him as much as the others, no matter how cute he (apparently) is ^^.

Nice pink stripes, right? At this point, though, I'd realised something was missing around the centre.

Voila! Balloons, to celebrate my love for DBSK, because Super Junior kind of dominates the whole page.

The side, with stuck on, left over pictures.

Suju hwaiting!

New Drama!

2008-10-20T17:08:00.005+11:00

Miss No Good/不良笑花
I'll be very occupied and will probably have no social life this and perhaps next week!

Miss No Good is a Taiwanese Drama starring Rainie Yang, who has starred in many dramas (mostly alongside Mike He <3)

A warning for anyone who wants to watch it: as much as I LOVE Rainie, which is a lot, she has a very annoying voice in this drama, which I assume her director made her use to fit her character more appropriately. Miss No Good is very new, and actually hasn't finished yet. It goes on for 13 episodes, I think, and each episode goes for an hour and a bit, if you want to watch NGs.

I'm taking a little break from Korean mini-dramas with various attractive and sexually ambiguous (hey, it's fanservice AND Kyuhyunnie is my husband so he's completely straight okay???) young boys for this.

Okay I lied I ran out of stuff with DBSK and Super Junior to watch.

Jesus, Weddings, and Jajangmyeon

2008-10-13T18:09:00.012+11:00

So much has happened since my last blog...last real blog. Anyway, let's run through how my holidays/encounterfest/post-encounterfest depression/wedding/sylvia's house etc stuff has been!!!

1. Encounterfest

Encounterfest was better than Jam UNITED 2008. I know, right? That's quite strange. But I learnt so much from it, and most importantly the first talk on the first night was for me. Carl Lentz (who conveniantly looks like Jesus), spoke about sacrifice, general things about sowing and reaping, harvest and so on. It was a simple but extremely powerful message.

Encounterfest was really something else. Not to mention all the *cough* other encounters we had with various ~~aesthetically pleasing~~ apparently regular people bringing back those Hillsong Conference/Jam UNITED memories...Joycekins and Mon should know all about that! Worship was sometimes distracting.

Eyes locked on Jesus girls, eyes locked on Jesus.

2. Post-encounterfest Depression/Holidays

Because on Sunday night after Encounterfest my mum yelled at me, (one of those bad ones which lasted for ages) I spent my days at home.

I slept at 3am and woke up at 11pm everyday. At 11:30 I would finish showering, then make myself a bowl of jajangmyeon, and not eat until dinner. At about 11pm everyone would go upstairs and sleep, then I would start to abuse my net and watch waaaayyy too much DBSK and Super Junior for my own good.

I also learnt how to write and read Korean! I can read stuff, I just would have no idea what it meant x)

3. Wedding

I've decided that I absolutely LOVE weddings.

Seeing as my first wedding was apparently when I was 1, I (obvoiusly) can't remember anything about it. Therefore, I'm counting Ben & Kara's wedding as the first wedding I've been to!

Went to Joyce's house at 9ish to watch Battle Royale, which is a movie I highly recommend; got "pretty" then set off to go to the wedding!

Hillsong Chapel. How pretty is it?

Kara arrives! She's so beautiful T___T I don't know why, but I almost started crying here...

The kiss!!! It looks like he kissed her on the cheek there, but I assure you, he didn't! He kind of just...side...kissed her?

Guess who else was there? These are my lovely WL girls and Jordan, "Jai" from Home and Away!!! I feel kind of strange, because he's so young (15) but he's so cute(!) in a strictly eonni (older sister) way, I swear. *Sigh* Why is it when I want to take a nice photo with nice looking people I always turn out terrible...

So there we go. My holidays were pretty good!

And even though some things weren't that great, God is good!

Muse

2008-10-08T13:23:00.001+11:00

"'Cause my comfort would prefer for me to be numb, and avoid the impending birth of who I was born to become." -Brooke Fraser

Yearly Results

2008-09-29T13:16:00.002+10:00

Oh you guys know that I consider myself an okay student, so I'm not too afraid to reveal my mediocre results from the yearlies. Now these are NOT my report marks, just the yearly marks, and the report mark will probably be lower/higher according to how I've done in previous assessments. (Subjects in Alphabetical order)

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Ancient History: 86%

My lowest mark of the whole Ancient History course; it made me drop from 4th to 8th. *Sigh*. I lost miscellaneous marks here and there. Don't think I'm gloating but acting humble about the fact that I'm coming 8th, because there are only 28 people in the course. *stab stab*

English: 75%, 75% , 88%, 66% (And other pending results)

Yes. English is now my second worst subject. Don't get me wrong, I'm still pretty alright at it, it just bothers me how I can't write essays. The 88% is actually my creative writing piece, and the 75%s are my essays, and the 66% is actually short answer, which was the dumbest short answer I've ever done. It didn't ask anything relevant to deconstructing the texts, just what I can "apply from my knowledge of alienation" into my short answers. What kind of a question is that?!!!

English Extension: 80%, 88%

See, now this is the cruel irony. How can I get 88% in an essay piece in English Extension, and get freaking 75% in another essay in an apparently easier subject, while at the same time maintaining the same essay style throughout both courses?

Legal Studies: 95%

Unexpected...I thought the multiple choice was ridiculously difficult! Do not be twarted by my awesome, awesome mark. I've done terribly in previous assessments. I just hope this one was worth more.

Maths: 66%

How sad is it that one of my English pieces should be the same mark as a MATHS, MATHS, MATHS MARK?! This is unbelievable. Well, at least I passed. I hate maths anyway, even if I'm keeping it. Seeing as I got 50% in my yearly report, I reckon this is an alright effort!

Modern History: 82%

It doesn't really matter, I'm dropping it anyway. Kind of stupid I'm dropping this, hey? I should be dropping maths, but if I want to be a teacher, I should have at least 2 units of mathematics.

Music: 87.5%

I swear, I could have done so much better.

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Well, that's it for my marks in the yearlies! I'm relatively alright with them. Thanks Big G (:

Time

2008-09-19T17:20:00.002+10:00

Exam period is FINALLY OVER!!! These past two weeks I've been tying my gorgeous, soft, pretty, wonderful, swishy, long waves of beautiful midnight locks of glory and *SMACKS SELF* hair back so it doesn't get in the way, sleeping way past 9:30, studying and having no social life, and no I'm finally out of it! About time too, exams always kill my passion for God; it's so sad. But it's Spring, time for rebirth, and I'm fully ready to be pumped for God again! It's so annoying, I have this song I've been meaning to write, and I couldn't because of the overload of exams! I had a day off yesterday (about time too) and was planning on writing it, but I ended up watching super junior videos, reading fanfics and listening to their music and so on and so forth for about 14 hours...

Well! Isn't it great that exams are finally over? I swore that I wouldn't step into Castle Hill Library again for at least another two weeks, then I ran into Joyce and she needs help for maths. It's okay, I love you dear.

Though the past two weeks have been incredibly stressful, I didn't have a break down and cry session, and the only reason I cried was because I was watching this really really said MV with Hankyung oppa and Shiwon oppa. It's so sad T____T;

Yeah speaking of Hankyung and Shiwon, I managed to keep my stress down because I spent time relaxing, reading and so on and so forth so that I wouldn't freak out.

I've been watching as much Super Junior related stuff as I can. Super Junior Full House, Super Junior Adonis Camp, Super Junior EHB, Super Junior Mini-Dramas, Super Junior MVs, and I'm getting onto watching Super Junior Show because I've finished Full House, Adonis Camp as well as EHB and all Mini-Dramas.

Since I love talking about Super Junior so much, I think I take back my previous cynicism about exceptionally large boy bands (13 people?!), because there is not one member of Super Junior I don't love!

There are only members of Super Junior I love more than others, but I still love them all very much. Since no Korean really reads my blog...okay since no one really reads my blog, I'm going on about nothing, and it's even worse when it becomes irrelevant since no one knows what I'm talking about, I'll shut up about SJ soon enough...saranghae kyuhyun oppa ^^

Now that exams are finished, I will write a few more stories, a few more songs and generally wind down before ENCOUNTERFEST!!! Is everyone excited?

Here. Have rego form.

Last encounterfest seemed not long ago at all. It's been a year already...an in a year, I'll be having the privilege of doing my HSC! HOORAY! All rejoice.

Though, I actually will be having the privilege (a real privilege) of going to Korea! Well, I was planning on going with Syllie, and she said I could come, and I asked and I actually am allowed to go. How awesome.

Anyway, I'll wrap my pointless ramble up. I'm just happy because my exams are over!

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SUPER JUNIOR FIGHTING (L)

My car!!!

2008-09-14T14:03:00.002+10:00

I'm sure heaps of you know about our family car, the bright yellow convertible that's supposed to be mine once I get my full licence.

Apparently not.

They're selling my gorgeous future car!!!!!! Apparently it's too expensive to maintain because parts are expensive or something...

BUT NO!!!!!!!! HOW COULD THEY SELL THE MOST AWESOME CAR WE'VE EVER HAD?! I DON'T WANT TO BE MEDIOCRE!!! My word I'm so superficial O.O

But still!!! It's so nice to drive. Most importantly the seat doesn't just go forward and back, it can be pumped up or down to accomodate short people like me =(

WHYYYYYYYY?!!!!!

*Sigh*

Rents have gone out to check out a boring new car for us, now that they're selling my love. Mum calls and she's like

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Mum: Hey Ching what colour car do you want? White?
Me: We already have a white car...
Mum: Okay well *insert colour here* is more expensive, and I want a bright coloured car so that it's safer for you to drive.
Me: I see...
Mum: And it probably has to be metallic (seeing as our...MY convertible is bright yellow)...
Me:...yeaaaaaaaah you know what, I love the current car we have the most so I have no opinions on this.

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So yeah. I'm going to take it for a drive a couple more times before they take the sexiest car I've ever driven and probably will drive away from me.

URGHHHH this wouldn't be happening if we hadn't blown so much money on other stuff this year!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

So out of it

2008-09-07T17:48:00.004+10:00

As unrelated my last post was, I knew I had something to say, I just forgot about it! I'm so out of it.

Well, I'm a prefect!

Bask in the glory of my black and gold badge. Yep, I'm a proper prefect now that we've had the little induction ceremony thing. Jamesies I really wanted you to induct...er...me (:

But Anchul did, and that's cool! She's super sweet.

I like the sound my badge makes, the metal clinking together. I even tried to fix my hair so that the badge was more visible, seeing as you all know how long my hair is, I, sadly, cannot gloat over how much I love my prefect badge.

It's okay! I'll get over it soon enough. I mean, what about Sylvia?

"EVERYONE OUT OF THE WAY! VIP COMING THROUGH!"

We'll get over the Prefect complex soon enough *wink*.

Speaking of prefects and hierachy and superiority (I'm kidding, relax guys...) Baulko elections are up soon too, aren't they =D?

I find it funny how there are 6 male prefects and 12 female prefects. We didn't do it by gender, as you can clearly see o___O...

Anyway, I better get back to stupid studying.

Speaking of which, hre's a little trivia for you guys.

I used to be good at math.

Shocking right? And by good, I mean top of the class maths. This was, of course, in Primary school, when I actually did my homework and stuff.

So, you know.

Don't undermine me...I could totally ace math and get above 70% if I tried as hard as I did in Primary School...

But hey! You know what really matters?

The sound of my badge.

*clink* (:

Way too busy

2008-09-06T20:38:00.003+10:00

I just wrote a relatively long post, but "ctrl+a & delete"ed it all, due to its lack of content, point and...anything worthy of posting in general.

I feel super morose and stressed, due to the overwhelming load of work that I have to do, especially in subjects I loathe (math...) and such. My creativity is running dry, in the aspect of literature anyway. I want to go to the piano, but it's really far away (50m or so, probably less -o-). Can you feel my lack of motivation?

I feel like I have a huge load of emotions to pour out into something, anything. But, like I said, I can't express it in words and I don't want to leave my swivel chair *spins* to have my fingers dance around the dusty keys that has (sadly) been neglected for so long. *Pat pat* I still love you...ummm...piano; I'm sorry I haven't named you.

Speaking of which, is it that weird that I named my saxophone Evan? Well, musicians should understand the importance of knowing your instrument and therefore giving it a name (:. I also talk to it, yell at it, apologise to it, ask it questions, go on picnics with it...

Well I mainly yell at it and apologise to it. Evan is often dying out on me with his sticky keys and stupid C, so I yell at it, then apologise for yelling at it. What? Javier named his guitar Pyro.

Anyway, I'm going to go think up sore morbid, morose, macabre stories to go on with so I'm prepared for English advanced and Extension while I die in maths. Ta.

So right wing

2008-08-31T15:25:00.004+10:00

As most of you know, I'm pretty right-winged, and if you are even slightly politically aware, you'd understand this joke, at least up until 2008.

Evolution of British maths teaching Although it is applicable to Australia

1. Teaching Maths In 1970
A logger sells a truckload of timber for £100. His cost of production is 4/5 of the price. What is his profit?

2. Teaching Maths In 1980
A logger sells a truckload of timber for £100. His cost of production is £80. What is his profit?

3. Teaching Maths In 1990
A logger sells a truckload of timber for £100. His cost of production is £80. Did he make a profit?

4. Teaching Maths In 2000
A logger sells a truckload of timber for £100. His cost of production is £80 and his profit is £20.
Your assignment: Underline the number 20.

5. Teaching Maths In 2008
A logger cuts down a beautiful forest because he is selfish and inconsiderate and cares nothing for the habitat of animals or the preservation of our woodlands.
He does this so he can make a profit of £20. What do you think of this way of making a living?

Topic for class participation after answering the question: How did the birds and squirrels feel as the logger cut down their homes? (There are no wrong answers. )

6 Teaching Maths 2018

أ المسجل تبيع حموله شاحنة من الخشب من اجل 100 دولار. صاحب تكلفة الانتاج من الثمن. ما هو

الربح له؟

Please don't ask me to explain it if you don't understand. I'll probably just offend you.

-_________-"

2008-08-27T18:08:00.001+10:00

It's not just me.

I have the worst luck ever.

Updates & Music Rant

2008-08-23T14:02:00.006+10:00

Yes. Now that I'm kind of over Mike Guglielmucci's...allegations and their...inaccuracies (to put it lightly -___-') let's get some updating happening!

Well due to popular (Monique) demands, Panic! songs are back on my play list! You had no idea what I had to go through, constantly editing and testing tracks to make sure they play *grumbles*. You owe me a subway cookie. So there's now Fall out Boy, Panic! At the Disco, and good old Christian music, Skillet.

Speaking of music, I hate the radio nowadays. Well, I don't hate the radio; I don't even hate 2day FM (as I listen to it on the way to school...well my subconscious does, because I sleep in Erica's car) but seriously. The songs lately are terrible.

1. Not Gonna Write You a Love Song- by Sarah Bareilles or something like that. I just looked it up on Google and tried to memorise it.

Sorry but...you have written a "love song". Well, it depends as to what one perceives as a "love song". To me, anything about love, or lack thereof, constitutes a love song. I've scanned the lyrics (not read), and, like, someone wrote a song about how they're not going to write a song about love, because they don't love someone.

2. Take a Bow- Rihanna

Alright! We get it! It's an ALLEGORY/METAPHOR!!! Except, because the lyrics suck, the person who wrote them (I've heard it was Ne-Yo, which sucks, because he's alright...I think?), didn't manage to stick to the allegory, or think up enough metaphors for acting and breaking up with someone, and therefore, in the verses, had to resort to going back to the regular "break up lyrics" routine thing. Not to mention she mumbles and uses that falsetto-chest voice transition thing way too much. Sad. She was alright in Unfaithful.

3. I Kissed a Girl- Katy Perry

Now before I do this, I have to stress the following points.

One: The song is terrible not just lyrically, but musically. Before you throw eggs at me and call me a homophobe, I'd like to outline that I have quite a few gay and bisexual friends, who I do not condemn for their choices.

Two: This song is terrible because it's so literal, it has no depth, it's repetitive, and downright stupid.

Three: I have nothing against gay people.

Four: I have nothing against gay people.

Five: I have nothing against gay people, because some people are going to attack me, calling me a hick and so on and so forth, so in case I haven't stressed this enough;

Six, Seven, Eight...∞: I HAVE NOTHING AGAINST GAY PEOPLE.

I also don't like this song, because the girl has utterly upset her parents by singing it.

Some insight into the people who like this song, and think her parents (who are pastors) are religious "dinasaurs".

"Actually ALL the Troubles and Violence in this world is due STUPID RELIGION,i bet they're not against how rich there daughters getting.Actually it's been proved that a gay marriage lasts longer than an hetersexual marriage."

Wow. Way to give people a good idea how useful your insight is by showing how good your spelling is too. Well done.

"I doubt they ever even heard it on the radio.. if they are true devotees to the Lord then they'd be listening to some christian radio station and i would'nt expect that song to come on that kind of radio station..."

Again, way to spell. Yes, if my daughter released a song which became a hit I wouldn't have a clue, apparently, because all I do is sit and listen to 103.2 and have no life. Because, apparently, that's all that Christians do. Thankyou for your valid insight.

"Cynic (and other anti-religious bigots) Read the words in the above article. Ms Perry's mother said she "hated the song". She did not say she hated her daughter. Good parents will tell their children when they are going down the wrong track. Bad parents will let their kids do anything. They have every right to publicly admonish their daughter, who, knowingly, has very publicly promoted values against her parents beliefs. "

At last! Someone with insight that is valuable.

Well that's it for music nowadays. Great, just great.

Many things

2008-08-21T21:17:00.002+10:00

Good news: I'm a prefect! Soon enough, after induction. Praise Jesus for His faithfulness. After I get over my feelings of disbelief and general hurt.

I guess my fellow Hillsong brothers and sisters have heard about Mike Guglielmucci and his...lies.

I'm sure there's nothing that he hasn't heard from hurt church members, so I'll spare the "How could you?"s. I feel like I've been lied to, well, I have. I feel hurt. I really believed. I feel so betrayed.

I look back at my notes from Hillsong Conference. They're still valid, and very good; very applicable. Somehow I feel like...they've lost their value. Of course I've forgiven him. I can only imagine the trauma his family must be going through. He's inspired so many of us. Let's remember that part of it. (:

Wildlife girls are praying for you, Mike. God bless.

Porbably the most useless post

2008-08-19T21:38:00.003+10:00

I think most of you know that I'm against posting about my day; frankly, I don't think people care what went on in my day, and...double...frankly, I don't really like posts where people talk about their day, unless something funny happened. In that case, you write about the thing that was funny.

Anyway! Seeing as a lead a superficial life with little excitement topped off with the fact that I have 7 assessments in the next two weeks, (oh wait, after tomorrow, it'll only be four, because I have THREE FREAKING ASSESSMENTS ON THE SAME DAY!!!), I won't be blogging much and will make up for all 0 of my readers out there by posting a blog that's (to me) as bad as blogging about an unexciting day over and over again.

Talk about organised. Again with my ranting, there is ONE typo, and ONE stupid mistake on my assessement sheet for English.

1) "Make a list three literary devises used in 1984 that are significant within the text."

That doesn't even make sense. It's only ironic because it's been typed up by the English staff.

2) "List three scenes from Gattaca...that you think best captures the issues...at the time of production (1999)."

It was actually produced in 1997. In fact, it's the first thing that comes up if you type in "Gattaca" on Google:

So, moving on!

I'm studying math. Calculus SUCKS. I HATE MATH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Twilight Movie

2008-08-13T19:37:00.007+10:00

So I've expressed my concerns for the upcoming Twilight Movie, I've forgotten what my point was, exactly, but I'm sure I mentioned something about Edward Cullen not being good-looking enough. Don't get me wrong, I'm heaps pumped for the movie, but I just think that it would have been really hard to find someone that perfect, beautiful, angel's face etc. So...I'm not sure what point I'm trying to make at the moment.

Anyway, now I will make my point.

So, Edward Cullen is going to be played by Robert Pattison. Many of you would remember him as Cedric Diggory from Harry Potter.

Well there's no denying that he's a good looking guy, but, Edward Cullen? I can think of a few Hillsong Worship leaders who would make pretty good Edward Cullens...actually no I can't...I can think of a few who would make good Jaspers.

Anyway, so that settles Edward Cullen.

So, if there were an aesthetics scaling...scale, it would look something like this:

<0---4---6---8---10>

0 being not very good looking
5 being average (I actually don't believe anyone is "average" looking, but more about that later.)
10 being !@#$%^&* (that means "good", by the way).

So Edward Cullen would be on the upper half of the aesthetics spectrum, so, from about 5-10. And on the upper half of this spectrum, he'd be mediocre (say, seven.) I always had the impression that Edward Cullen would be, on a scale of 0-10, like, ∞. Yeah.

I think it's quite hard to find such good looking people, but they seem to have done a pretty good job finding Dr. Cullen:

See What I mean?

Keeping in mind that Carlisle is like, 300 years old. Literally. He's supposed to look around 20 to 30. Do you see the inconsistencies?

Even more inconsistent is the role of Jacob. Now, when I watched as many videos as I could find on Youtube for Twilight stuff, I saw a few shots of Jacob. I was thinking "Oh yeah, he's okay." But I was wrong. Oh so wrong.

Let me put things into perspective:

Yes girls. Swoon, drool and froth at the mouth. I know what you're thinking. "Shouldn't this relatively unknown guy be playing Edward Cullen?!" This guy, Taylor Lautner, is the man who's going to be playing Jacob Black. Sorry, Year 11 girls, he's younger than you xD! I know right? '92 man. Haha. Joyce.

He's also obviously Jacob because of his skin tone. He was described in Twilight as having (something along the lines of) honey...or something skin. Just, darker, okay?

And if you're telling me "Psh, he's not that hot. Why are you making such a big deal out of it?"

I don't think you understand the magnitude, the severity of the point I'm trying to get across.

Maybe this will help you get it better:

Ha! POINT PROVEN. Now go pray and cleanse your mind.

Pretty Freakin' Gay.

2008-08-11T19:12:00.002+10:00

Well, for those who know I've been stressing about Modern (which is due tomorrow by the way), I worked hard on Sunday before Angela's freaking pro laser party on my modern so I wouldn't feel guilty and distracted during the party. So I'd written 1226words by Sunday night and thought that I'd earned myself a rest and would continue the rest tomorrow (today).

I come home, and my brother's sitting at my computer.

Me:...I sincerely hope to God you are not formatting my computer.
Bro: I am, why?
Me:...because my unfinished 2000 word thesis is on that.

So you know I had a good cry and my brother kind of...well, what could he do? Really now. He offered to make me a sandwich, which was nice, and it would have been even nicer if the freaking sandwich could've written my modern for me.

So I've done 1342 words now, so approximately 700 words to go. Luckily, I'm not waffling, and I have plenty more to write.

I got pretty annoyed at myself and at the prayers that went unanswered. Just kind of like, why. I worked so hard on it before (it was a promise I made) so that I could go out, and KABOOM!!! MY BLOOD, SWEAT AND OTHER BODILY LIQUIDS GO...OH AND EFFORT...NOWHERE! YAY!!!

...so now I'm working on my probably inferior essay which is LUCKILY not worth anything. Leaves me kind of annoyed. God has been so faithful to me for so many things, like losing my folder at towers and the incompetent staff there apparently didn't have the mental capacity to check the cupboard "OH it was there?!!"...

Why now. With something that is as equally important and I could've spent less time on it and more time on You?

*Sigh*

Eclipse

2008-08-10T16:41:00.005+10:00

Guess who's just finished reading Eclipse?!?!?!!?!?!?!?!!!!!!!!!!!!!

PUAHAHA

Once again, brilliant. A little predictable, only because I read wiki of all four books first xP!!! Twilight I finished in two days (more like one, spent the night reading first half and the day after straight away reading the second half), New Moon, sadly, took excruiciatingly long. Being the saddest book, and me being on the ski trip, I couldn't cry in front of my family and I couldn't spend much time reading it. 5 days to read New Moon. Eclipse took me 4 days to read. See? I'm a relatively avid reader if the book is compelling.

I shouldn't have, but I read the stories on wiki first before reading the bokos. Hey! Don't judge me! I do it to make sure that I like the ending, i.e. that Edward and Bella end up together. If she ended up with Jacob I wouldn't have liked it, and I would've just remained in my solitude generating my own fanfiction in my head while rocking in a corner in a bright room.

Someone lend me Breaking Dawn please?

Short Post

2008-08-05T07:14:00.003+10:00

Hehe.

I saw this yesterday, and thought it was so cute.

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that's it =\

....

I'm sorry I don't live an extravagant life.

Change of Plan

2008-08-03T14:17:00.001+10:00

I know I told y'all to put the name you want on my link section and your link and a message.

No more!

Because some people have given me things with alternating letters, things that don't begin with a capital letter, full names, nicknames, I'm going to do it my way (:

I like consistency, otherwise it looks messy. Here's the deal:

Basically, if you have a common name, or I know more than one "Bob", it will be your name or nickname plus surname. If I know only one of you and you have a relatively uncommon name, it will be so, except with CAPITAL LETTERS.

Sorry, everything must be consistent!

Saturdays

2008-08-03T11:10:00.009+10:00

I love Saturdays. The Chinese School bit is the only down side of it, but that only goes for two hours.

I know I hardly ever blog about how my day went, because I live a very robotic, scheduled, repetitive life, but Saturdays are always great, especially when you get to go to the City at 9pm and you don't miss curfew.

So we went to Church, Joyce bought me a Gloomy Bear Claw, isn't she just the best (:

Lalala~ Worship, Pastor Kim preached, party sausage rolls =9..

Told Joyce to come with me, Joyce tells me "sure if you want me to DIE *evil glare*", ask if I can crash instead, receives grumpy glare from Joyce saying "if you really want to" Joyce starts feeling really woozy while I rant on about how I don't like Cherrybrook Tech because it's full of...

ANYWAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Mainly Powerhouse people...in fact, all powerhouse people. Hooray...I still had a good time ^__^

Had very encouraging talks with Caleb and Johan in Joy's car on the way and back to and from the City. We should talk more often (:

Was planning on going to Hurricane, one and a half hour waiting time, went to Blackbird Cafe instead:

Sorry about the grainy-ness. My phone camera is really bad at night as I've probably said before.

Look! The pizza oven looks like a turtle!

Drinks and stuff...

Really nicely arranged menus.

Kangaroo Fillet o___O~!!!!!!!!!! How do you catch those?

Went halfies with Joy:

Entre! Wedges and sour cream. Not very original, but they were really nice!

Porteguese Style Chicken Burger. This was HUGE. After Joy & I cut it in half, it was still friggin' gigantic! It was, by the way, very nice. I'm usually skeptical about white meat and especially chicken without bones, but this was heaps good, probably because of the sauce. Like Oporto, except better.

Cookies and Cream Cheesecake. Oreo base? This was soooooo goooooooooood. Needed more cookies...

Inside

Joy and I went to take a look at the Lindt Cafe, and they had really nice Lindt chocolates in really weird flavours...well, not weird, just not the usual Mint, Hazelnut, White, Milk, Dark.

Pretty yeah?

Harbour view!!!

Well yeah that's it, really. All the other pictures are too poor in quality to post, so I'll just leave it here.

Joy got me home at exactly 11:58, I love that woman haha xD

New Layout

2008-08-02T12:34:00.003+10:00

Yes! New layout!

I get bored of my layout very quickly. I liked my old layout, but I got bored of it. I like this one, but if I try to paste a music code it goes retarded and I can't change the width and stuff 'cause I'm really bad at html.

Also, if anyone knows how to change the blog font size, please tell me. I managed to do it on my old blog, but for some reason, I can't do it this time.

Anyway! Please also tell me if the words at the top are squares instead of korean, which is what it's supposed to be. If you see squares instead of korean, tell me. I'll change it to a more PC friendly language (Japanese, Chinese or English...)

Yes, I know it's like an exceptionally "fob" skin, as you would call it. But I do like it for its simplicity. I hate blogs where the blog is so freaking tiny my asian eyes can't read anything. To add on to that, it's in like a trillion colours. That's just a turn off.

Onto the "fob" matter. I'm sick of people calling me fob, fob wannabe, WHITE?!?!!, white wannabe...

It's essentially impossible to be just asian now. Can't I just be a normal Asian? I like Sanrio, yeah, but I also like Paul Frank. I like freaking Yui, Rainie and Wonder girls. I also like Hillsong, Panic and Skillet. What's it to you?!

"Plain Asian" someone put it. STOP CALLING ME FOB!!! There's asian lyrics on this blog, there's panic lyrics on this blog. I wouldput panic on, but the stupid music code sucks.

DIE STUPID ASIAN LABELS.

Heh..

2008-08-01T07:19:00.005+10:00

Yeah sorry guys.

I don't typically like to link people unless I have a substantially lengthed list.

However, I feel kind of slack that my link's on other people's pages and I haven't linked theirs (purely because of the reason above and/or laziness); therefore I'm going to start linking you all!!!

Please tag me with the name you'd like as your link, your blog link, and a sweet message for me (:

But I don't care if you, like, write "I HATE YOU CHING" and leave your link and name; that's cool with me too.

I have:

Rachel
Michelle
Mon
Jasmine

and that's it apparently because you guys are also too lazy to leave your urls!!! Can I be entirely to blame?

I've found some girls from my CG on blogspot, so I'll take the initiative to link you to save you the trouble of having to tag me *narrows eyes*.

Bye now!

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Just a heads up! You're not actually going to start seeing the list because, as I said, it needs to be of reasonable length. I won't have a little column for, like, five people. So get those links in guys! It's also because, to avoid prioritising (like on bebo), the list will be in alphabetical order. I'd hate having to rearrange things on my template constantly, so get 'em in! Thanks!

Bebo

2008-07-22T19:09:00.000+10:00

Does Bebo just hate me, or is it you too?

Being an ABC (well, I was born in Hong Kong, but I might as well be ABC), I love bebo. It's a great network. But lately, I've been getting these DAMN annoying messages from people who don't exist. Eg. "Kristine Osbourne", "Jenny Oberholzer", "Brianna Fraser", who all tell me to visit their probably kinky site, real-camz.com or some crap like that.

What annoys me the most is that I can't do what I used to do when I got private messages on Bebo like that.

Was usually what I did. No, I do not think you're hot, if that silhouette is what you look like. In fact, you don't have a face.

But now, I can no longer tell people to get lost etc; instead, I am forced to know that these random sexually promiscuous women can leave comments on my page demanding me to visit a page where their boobs are plastered all over my beautiful computer screen, but I can't even access theirs to tell them to get a life and not to contaminate my comment section! What is this injustice?!?!?!

Now, these people probably aren't real, but Mr. Horny McPaedo aka manager of realcamz, lustcamz, whateverCAMZ you want has got to stop doing this automated message stuff on people's Bebos!

Chicks with way too much cleavage than necessary do not appeal to me! Whatever weird, freaky stuff you want to do with your life is yours to decide. However, it becomes my business when you decide to spam my bebo with things like LOOK AT MY TITS! NO! GET OUT GET OUT GET OUT GET OUT YOU SAD, SAD LOSERS!!!

Quick Post

2008-07-17T08:08:00.000+10:00

Quick post before I leave for Thredbo. It's 8:08am, and I'm about to leave for my annual ski vacation!

Anyway, I just bought New Moon yesterday, the sequel to Twilight.

I usually read things on wikipedia before I read them to make sure it ends the way I want it to. This time, it was nothing different...I actually kind of regret it...but Joyce told me it was sad, so if it ended in a way that I didn't like, I wouldn't read it. I know what happens, but it's the finer details that count right ^___^"...

Well, I'm leaving soon. Don't try to contact me...well...you can contact me, but the chances are I won't reply because I have 10 bucks credit left to use for...17 days. Oh lord. I CAN DO IT I SWEAR!!! How did I use 120 bucks in 13 days?!?!?!

Twilight

2008-07-14T10:49:00.000+10:00

I LOVE Vampires. Ever since Vampire Knight came out, I have little thoughts that try to convince me that vampires are actually real (and lorde I really hope they are...), I want a vampire bite tattoo on my neck, I lust for blood...

Then, Joyce lent me Twilight, a novel I'd been meaning to read for a while. I finished it in about 4 hours (over two days because people have been INTERRUPTING MY PRECIOUS READING TIME)!!!

I'm not sure which words I would use to describe it, but MOTHERLOVINGSPASTIC would come pretty close...in a good way, of course, good being an understatement

I ABSOLUTELY ADORE TWILIGHT!!! There's nothing I love more than erotic blood sucking, except Jesus of course. But still, if you thought Vampire Knight blood-sucking was good, wait 'til you read this book!

I guess it targets the female demographic, but I strongly advise anyone out there to read it...especially those boys who like shoujo manga, like Vampire Knight.

I did have a good look on wiki about the casting of Twilight which is being released this year in December. I must say, I'm disappointed. The actors are nowhere near strikingly good looking enough to the point of perfection. And it's probably going to kill the way I've interpreted how Edward Cullen should look. A bit like Zero, I'd imagine...

Anyway, READ IT!!! NOW!!!

Hillsong Conference 2008

2008-07-13T15:13:00.000+10:00

Hillsong Conference

Was AWESOME. "The most overused word in church"

I feel guilty about not having blogged for this, but I don't know how to start...

I'll tell you the most important things that I've learnt.

1. Faith without deeds is dead
2. If you don't know love, you don't know God (God is love)
3. Worsip is a language of love
4. Jesus speaks in a way that we understand best
5. A secret place for QT is more important than you think
6. Purity is a pursuit of God
7. We are here to be salt and light

Well, I learnt so many more things, but it'd be impossible to describe the actual experiences I shared with God.

So! Here are some pictures. Me and Joyce are going to scrapbook (I guess, if either of us can be stuffed), because secret girl stuff cannot be revealed xP

Jam pass! TRIBE ~~ROYAL~~ GLORY!!! (They never give me the right tribe -___-') This arrived in the mail, but the night pass did not. So...

NIGHT ONE: Monday

I thought it would be a simple task to get my lost ticket from the rego desk. I couldn't be more wrong. TO cut the story short, about 2 hours of waiting. THEN I FINALLY GOT MY TICKET!!!

My glorious Night pass. I know! We registered relatively early, and STILL get seats in the upper concourse. WHAT IS THIS?!?!?! AND I WAITED FOR 2 HOURS!!!! *Breatheeee*

Seats in the upper concourse. Mosh-able. I swear. This picture doesn't fully reveal the MASSIVE-NESS of Acer Arena. It is HUGE. Well, let me put it to you this way. 25,000 people were at Hillsong Conference, and the arena was filled.

Judah Smith spoke.

DAY 1: TUESDAY

You might be like, huh? Day one? Well, Hillsong Conference starts with opening night, THEN day conferences for everyone starts. Being a student in year 11, I attended the day session JAM UNITED. I think it's just UNITED now?

Anyway, JAM UNITED IS THE BEST!

Session 1: Phil Dooley
Session 2: Sanga
Session 3: Worship elective (I was so drained, sorry JD and Sam...)

Night 2:

Mike Pilavachi! I'd never heard him speak until Hillsong Conference, but he's one of my favourites now! He's so funny.

Day 2: Wednesday

I love my God, and my church. They cater for us so well:

I didn't actually go on any of these...

Tribal wars are one of Jam United's highlights every year. I have to admit, last years were better. But this year wasn't bad...well...the last one was bad.

YES THAT IS A HUGE PIT OF BALLOONS!!! Again, it doesn't do justice. Well..imagine. And I apologize for the poor quality. My phone doesn't have very good night camera...thing.

Oh and:

Matt Corby.

Session 1: Mike Pilavachi
Session 2: Mike Guglilmucci??!!? I can't spell. MIKE GUCCI =D
Session 3: Sisterhood (I snuck in)

Night 3:

Joyce Meyer spoke about the love of God.

Day 3: Thursday

A MUCH better Tribal War.

Session 1: Judah Smith
Session 2: Judah Smith
Session 3: Justin Mayo...or something

Night 4:

Joseph Prince spoke. Definitely one of my favourite preachers.

Day 4:

LAST DAY!!! Okay, I apparantly have no idea what happened in Session 2...I think Leeland just played.

WELL. The tribal war kinda sucked. It involved fish?

Then Sam Fagan got to smack our tribal leader across the face with the fish?

I don't know I was so drained.

Session 1: Lucinda Dooley
Session 2: ......Leeland??????????
Session 3: Worship with Brooke Fraser

Okay. I'm starting to get lazy.

Night 5: Our last night. Essentially worship. Joyce and I were WAY too drained to stay as long as we should've...

Happy snaps!!!

Thanks Mon. Chaperone *wink*

Anyway, Hillsong Conference has been lifechanging. It's been a heaps fun, heaps spiritual event for all of us. I love my sisters. my brothers, my leaders, my teachers, and Judah Smith is a SEXY man.

Judah Smith on guitar hero.

OH MY GAD

2008-07-04T19:44:00.000+10:00

Coining my favourite phrase, OH MY GAD JOYCE IS BACK!!!

YAY!!! MY SPECIAL TWIN FREAK SISTER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

We have so much to catch up on. D&M at mine tomorrow? Or yours. Whatever? I like the furniture at your house, but there's dessert at mine...ooh...tricky.

ANYWAYS!!!

YAY JOYCE IS BACK =DDDDDDDDDDDDD

Greek Drama Assessment

2008-07-01T19:30:00.000+10:00

LONG AWAITED PHOTOS OF US IN CHITONS!!!

They SO had tights back then...and bras.

Grace's group! Her mask haunted me -__-. It was all I could think of during the entire extension english exam.

Sleeping Scythian archer!

Jack. Tranny. Who else would you expect?

Entire group! Twinkletoes, Mneslochiuslansdlknsa!?!?!, Chorus, Euripides, Scythian

The Greeks had bras?!!!

I love our chitons.

Winter Concert & School PHUN!!!

2008-06-27T19:30:00.001+10:00

So before the winter concert, I was confronted by a rather rude, cheap little girl who uttered vulgarities at me. I won't say her name, but I'm sure everyone knows who I'm talking about. Anyway, it shocked me more than anything, and she just so happened to yell it at me when she was at least 50m THAT way and I was wearing wedges which couldn't easily slide off so that I could throw them at her, so I just stood there. I guess I should feel sorry for her, seeing as she's now apparently kicked out of her group. Although, she had no right to swear at me. Or did she? Sorry love, I didn't know I needed some sort of licence to speak ____'s name out loud! Please forgive me, and I'm sure swearing more often will make you seem more like a refined, elegant young lady.

WHOO!!!

Anyway, WINTER CONCERT =D

<3 these kids xP

Runsheet for the night

Silly Marc taping things (:

Night was good!!

Anyway, TODAY...

68% IN MATHS!! YEAH!! YEAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!

And then all the 3unit people are gonna be like "I got 89 boohoo..."

Yeah? Well SCREW YOU!!! I'VE IMPROVED BY 21%!!! MUAHAHAHA!!!

68 and 86 yeah!!!!!!!!!!!

We're so proud! Ignore the sleazy look on my face...

SEE SEE!!! This is the question I was talking about, the one where I KNEW I was right and thus was super happy!!!

Stupid mistake -___-! I hate me.

I've never had the word "good" on my math test papers *tear*. Only "NO!!!" and "WRONG" and "XXXX". (Wrong wrong wrong wrong, that is, not alcohol.)

Then we made our err..togas for ancient history!!! So happy~!! Mine is super simple. I'm quite excited for Ancient exam! I just hope we'll have some sort of scenery or backdrop...

Meanwhile, I'll finish watching the BBC version of Pride and Prejudice for Extension English. *Sigh*. Freaking five hours long.

Greek Drama

2008-06-25T19:25:00.000+10:00

GREEK DRAMA & REHEARSALS ETC. <3

Learning lines

Scary white masks!!!...Uppy cleverly put brown paint on it..

Practicing for the wing.

Shirley painting her mask

Sash peeking xP

Jack eating...wait Jack's eating?! And he's eating CHIPS!!!

Finished mask. Note the FANTASTIC "Greek Whore" make-up.

Me and Uppy...I mean Eurpides (:

...boob feel.

LOL THE VIXEN JACK.

Eurpides and Mne..chelsoaishdaoshdoiasdoahsd (me). He wanted it.

Being the gay that Jack is, he decided to do my hair...and we turned around to see Uppy's ass encased in Hello Kitty pajama pants sticking out from Deb's lap and her hands spanking Uppy. That Greek Drama is getting to our heads...

LOL Jack and I are trying the windswept look you always see in advertisements.

Luvos 8-)

Artistic?

...she wishes.

Anyway, I walked into Legal with my mask on (before it was painted on, of course)

Menkes: Hey Ginsling! That's the best I've ever seen you!

to which I replied

Me: SHUT UP SIR! I'M VERY PRETTY. *grumpy face*

Good time at Uppy's! Drank coke from shotglasses and nearly pissed my pants laughing at the dumbest things before Uppy made me go to the toilet...then Uppy actually pissed her pants laughing. Just a little.

Girraween Hole School

2008-06-24T19:06:00.000+10:00

Our school is so poor...

I remember a teacher telling me that there was asbestos in our school.

And today, we had a runner tell us that we couldn't walk beneath a certain part of the school in case the balcony collapsed.

Greeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeat..

School is thuper fun

2008-06-23T16:43:00.000+10:00

Menkes was "late" for legal. That is so like him, but I was looking forward to getting my moot marks back *grumpy face*.

Well, I got 28 out of 30 =D!!! I found that out later at the Parent Teacher Interviews. But more about that soon enough...

We had a sub who didn't really make us do work. So...

Chris' caller ID

Jonno's caller ID

Fizzy's caller ID

Chris loves Asians.

How can you not love my white man friends xP

BAHA it looks like Fitzy's putting his finger in Chris' mouth!!!

So yeah, as you can see, we got very busy in Legal.

Then we had English. That was SO fun. We have a new twist on Eliot's poetry. It's freaking awesome.

At reccess I had a go at Kevin. It was pretty funny now that I think about it. But at that time I was PISSED.

Modern, Music lala...

Ran into Kevin on the way to maths. Had a heart to heart. It was good, I guess. But I stick stubbornly by my views...a little.

MATH! We started calculus!

Me: Miss, is that a one or an apostrophe next to the f
Miss: It's an apostrphe
Me: Oh...is it on our calculators?
Miss: No we won't be using our calculators just yet.
Me:...we won't be using our calculators...in calculus?

Maths has made even less sense than it did before.

Ancient! All the sexual innuendo is all the more fun! Hooray for Ancient Greek Drama and Jack's creepy voice!

PARENT TEACHER INTERVIEWS!!!

All my teachers liked me. All of them said things I pretty much expected, except for Mr. Menkes, who spoke quite highly of me considering my rank wasn't exceptionally high. I was 8th in the grade, but out of 32, which isn't brilliant.

But hey, I love my teachers this year. I don't like core homework, assignments and all that, but I know once I'm in uni I'll miss it so much. *Sigh*. I'm WAY too young to be worrying about things like that.

Why Korean Celebrities Are Better Than Hong Kong Celebrities

2008-06-21T12:19:00.000+10:00

I think I realised how pathetic I was listening to Hong Kong music after it became obvious that the female singers have a half-octave range and a pathetic "I can barely breathe" voice, while the men were extremely pitchy and, like the girls, were only famous because of their physique and looks. Excluding, of course, 李克勤 or 容祖兒 because they are professionally trained and actually not that great looking...although some would argue that 李克勤 is extremely "ying" and Joey looks better after her plastic surgery...

Anyway, it's pretty easy to become a celebrity in Hong Kong. Talent is apparently not a factor. You should be :

1. Tall and slim
2. Not ugly
3. Connected
4. Promiscuous
5. A back-up dancer
6. Miss Hong Kong, or a Miss Hong Kong candidate

Take Ah Gil and Ah Sar for example. They're tall and slim, relatively good-looking and were back-up dancers so that had connections to EEG and stuff. But they absolutely can not sing. They made money from being cutesy, but now they're pushing it since they're getting older, and Ah Gil's career is pretty much over since the scandal with Edison (promiscuous). Now I'm not saying that it's their fault that they have pathetiic ranges and can't hold a note to save their lives...although it should be since it's certainly not anyone else's fault, I'm just saying that they shouldn't be famous because they have no reason to be famous.

That's the Hong Kong system. Talent is one of the last factors that are considered when agents are looking for new stars. And people are apparently dumb enough to buy their CDs while the poor composers with their amazing skills are crying themselves to sleep wondering why they chose to compose for such half-assed singers who crush their hopes and dreams of what their piece was originally intended to sound like. You know where you guys should take your work?

Korea.

Why Korea? Because in Korea, if you're ugly but damn talented, what do you do? You go get plastic surgery.

Also, talent agencies train their stars from very young ages. In Korea, you don't have to be stick sinny and gorgeous to be noticed, you gotta be TALENTED...but then you have to get plastic surgery after your agent tells you that no one will buy your albums because you're not good looking enough so go get liposuction, double eye-lid surgery, face thinning surgery and freaking face graft. But it's worth it after that right?

Why can't Hong Kong do that? It IS possible to have a good looking and talented person under your wing. It's just that her boobs might not be real. Nevertheless, Korea's doing a better job than Hong Kong when it comes to finding real talent and just sort of, you know, making their face better. Hong Kong should learn from Korea, and find some chick with a hot black voice who can rape any of the other "singers" when it comes to vocal ability. She can go get liposuction if the agency isn't happy with her weight.

Report & other School-related ramblings

2008-06-20T19:54:00.001+10:00

Well! The moment of truth arrived today after assembly.

Marks are as follows:

77% English (PHAIL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!)
80% English Extension (better than advanced...?)
50% MATHS OF COURSE
92% Ancient (oh yeah.)
85% Legal (expected)
77% Modern (JUST above average)
83% Music (*shrug*)

All subjects above average except one (guess which -__-) and I'm 4th in Ancient 8th in Legal and 1st in Music. YEAH!!! EAT THAT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I'm actually pretty surprised about these marks, and they're not exceptional, but they'll hold for now and save me from a beating.

Maths exam today! Oh my gosh. The WHOLE time I was trying to think stupid Phantom of the Opera songs came to mind! It was TERRIBLE!!!

But I got this one question right that I knew was right ('cause it was a proofs question) and I was SO happy! I literally bounced in my chair and gave Mrs. McMillan a huge grin. Then she gave us lollies at the end of the lesson =9. Ahh she's such a Mum. I love it!

Speaking of Mrs. McMillan, she's third on my list as Mentor, which is funny, because I've only had her for a year. But she's so mumsy it makes me feel happy ^^. Have you heard about this mentoring program? You're supposed to write the names of teachers down that you would like to mentor you, and the organisers do their best to match up the student(s) (about 3) to the teacher.

1. Ms Thomas
2. Ms Walker
3. Mrs McMillan
4. Mrs Thornton
5. Mrs Michels
6. Miss Dundas

It's only normal that I wrote all the female teachers down right? I don't feel good telling a guy teacher my lady problems...speaking of creepy male teachers...

Have you seen this masterpiece of mine? Guess which maths teacher this is. I have to admit, he's not that paedo, but he's said some things with very sexual connotations to them.

eg. Do you want a spank?!

Unfortunately, not taken out of context...

Nah. He's a nice guy, I guess. And a good teacher for sure.

Yeah anyway male teachers.

I've heard some boys have put Menkes down as a mentor. Could you imagine whinging about your issues to him? He'd just tell you to be a man. Or you'd have an awesome time talking about his friend Bones...

Anyway. I still have Chinese School exam tomorrow, then I have to work on my historical investigation theisis which is due on Monday. *Sigh*. I'm so important and busy.

Phantom+My Math Skizzizles

2008-06-19T16:45:00.000+10:00

Yesterday in Maths:

Jack: Hey Ching, does it matter which x you put first in the midpoint formula?
Me:...Jack? What's one plus one?
Jack: One?..NO WAIT! TWO! TWO! Yeah two.
Me:...*SIGH* Okay, let's start over. What's 1+4?
Jack: 5?
Me: And 4+1?
Jack: 5
Me: 3+2
Jack: 5
Me: 2+3
Jack: 5
Me: There you go.
Jack: ...
Me: IT DOESN'T MATTER WHICH ONE YOU PUT FIRST!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

We're so failing maths.

ANYWAY

Phantom of the Opera!!!!!!!!!!

Was pretty good. Miss Saigon was better, but Phantom of the Opera was very elaborate. But I like tragic plots, so...MISS SAIGON FTW!!!

Outside the Casino

Couldn't take photos inside =(...so here's the promotional stuff I guess.

Hooray for high class dining!

So yeah today I got to school early for the TOOT baha at 8:00. We did one equation in 45 minutes...and Mr. Howard ended up finishing it up for us.

Then we did our "remedial" classes at Lunch because we're so bad at maths. It's okay! I will ACE this next test, I swear!!!!!!!!!!!! RARRRR!!!

Exciting? Or not.

2008-06-17T20:27:00.000+10:00

My day was mediocre. Apart from the fire drill that EVERYONE expected at percisely 12:00 during fourth period.

Maybe I'm just not making things excited for myself because we just lost our moot and there's a MATHS EXAM on friday *cuts self*. I actually think I might do okay...but I'm a little shaky on co-ordinate geometry. Oh, and remembering core homework for extension english, extension english exam, ancient proposal, modern assignment, ancient assignment, ancient greek drama exam -o-..oh and yearlies.

Sadly I'm not doing as well as I should be in english. I'm sorry I'm not a great BS ARTIST!!! Since that's what english is about nowadays anyway! Taking literal things metaphorically, making everything seem more damn complicated than it should be, sucking out the real meaning out of poetry and putting stupid sexual connotations with EVERYTHING!!! WHAT IS THIS?! Take your post-modernism elsewhere. *vents vents vents*

OKAY!!! SOME THINGS TO LOOK FORWARD TO =D

JUNE 18- PHANTOM OF THE OPERA

Oh my GAD is she serious? She's serious. PHANTOM OF THE OPERA!!! WAHAHAHA!!! I can't say I'm too excited. The girl always sounds like she's fat, even if she's stick skinny. It's because her opera voice isn't suited to the more modern works in the musical. Nevertheless the excitement will probably stir up in me closer to the actual event tomorrow =)

2)June 26- WINTER CONCERT

I only heard about it today. WALKING ON SUNSHINE! OH. OHHHH!!!! =D

July 7- HILLSONG CONFERENCE

What? Just the biggest thing to happen to me all year except maybe, MAYBE, Summercamp? With some of the world's BEST preachers like Judah Smith, Joseph Prince, Joyce Meyer? No biggie (:

July...something- SKI TRIP

Family's annual ski trip! LOVE IT.

Things to not look forward to?

Apart from all the aforementioned assignments/assessments, reports and parent-teacher interviews. Self explanitory. Ew.

Oh! Did I mention how much I freaking LOVE my saxophone? I thank my CG girlies for praying for me when all the mess about the wrong saxophone came up. But now that I finally have it, I love it so much.

Selmer reference 54, Limited Kookaburra Edition or something, engraved on the bell, made in Paris or France or Some Fancy Place in france. One word to sum it all up: SEXY.

If I ever dropped it, I think I'd have a heart attack and a stroke and foam at the mouth. I love it that much.

HOORAY!!!

2008-06-16T21:50:00.000+10:00

ABOUT FREAKING BLOODY TIME I DID THIS!!! YAY!!!

The trick? Click "revert to classic template"...or something.

Yeah. After trying xanga, zorpia and all that, I really liked blogspot the most, but I deleted it, due to the shame of my juvenile past which makes me cringe. But CHYEAH =D!!! So many things I've wanted to catch up on...actually, I might as well blog a few now.

The reason I couldn't keep going on with my myspace and bebo blogs is that the photo hosting system on them are really bad. So I really wanted a proper blog up again.

9th of June:

PANCAKES ZOMG

It was yum!...actually it was mediocre. BUT IT WAS FUN (: A nice outing with the powerhouse girls.

So Kathleen, Joyce and I shared an entree and two mains. And seriously, that was more than enough -__-

This sucked. You know how pancakes are like, sweet? It's like a sweet pancake with cheese on top of it, and a banana and pinapple on the side...oh and sour cream. What is that?! I don't know. I don't like mixing sweet and savoury foods...maybe it's just me. Kathleen liked it.

This was niceeeeeeee =9..a little spicy though.

PIZZA WAS THE BEST!! Unforuntately we were all about to burst at this point, so we couldn't bask in its complete glory.

June 13

REGIONAL CROSS COUNTRY

Sweaters this year were ugly...according to Rosa anyway. So we didn't buy any =( I still had a blast though! But this time the competition had stepped up substatially. It was expected, I guess. But like, tank man-beast chicks running around with bigger muscles than necessary...it was...it was intimidating o__O.

There's a good thing about running next to a lake: the breeze. It was nice. On the other hand, we were running against the freakin' wind, so everytime we took two steps, it, in effect, was really one step. That SUCKED. Not to mention the fact that from 2k I could already see the finish line, but I never really got there until a damn ten minutes later!!! That was FRUSTRATING! At zone, it was like bush, turn left, turn right, leaves everywhere, oh I'm finished.

This time 'round, it was like. Almost there...just a little more *twelve minutes later* almost...

But apart from that, it was a great experience...apart from the fact that I was halfway and some chick was already finishing. Damn crazy.

Today

AS IF LOOSE THE MOOT! My legal team was AWESOME. The nature of the case was against our favour, that's the only reason why we lost. We're freaking great. Even if I went overtime...it was a comma, I swear was about to finish my sentence..

That's all for today. I've just been eager to blog...now that there's been a significant anti-climax since the content of my blog is so dry.

Why don't you go read xiaxue? Her blogs are always interesting ^^

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I thought I deleted this by accident!! HOORAY FOR AUTOSAVE =D